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Friday, September 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
ps not now...
ps not now...
its hard to act cool.
but i got to do tat,so as to spare mii all e problems all over again. not now, not now.
i dont need another person to be involved in my life. i am tired. be friends isnt it better. only laugher revolvin.Pardon mii for not carry on being friendly to u. cos being nice is not goin to end up good. so let mii stay cool.
dont blame me, its just de wrong time. just know mii on e surface will do, i wan no one to know more. its enough. stay like tat. its tiring.
love makes one weak! ><"
its hard to act cool.
but i got to do tat,so as to spare mii all e problems all over again. not now, not now.
i dont need another person to be involved in my life. i am tired. be friends isnt it better. only laugher revolvin.Pardon mii for not carry on being friendly to u. cos being nice is not goin to end up good. so let mii stay cool.
dont blame me, its just de wrong time. just know mii on e surface will do, i wan no one to know more. its enough. stay like tat. its tiring.
love makes one weak! ><"
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Peeks through e week
Peeks through e week
Really goin to hit my own record of $200 bucks within 2 weeks.
Hahah!
Karen's birthday went kbox with others, then at night went Arena club.
Met new korean friends at the club, who came here to have their school exchange programme in our
hospitals.
And then comes yam's gatherin,KTV trip with his friends and my friends.
Tis jason brings his past army friends to KTV. funny guys, people go KTV sing, they come here to drink.
n lookin at them drunk. so many 'stupid' things happen. haha...
Anyway there came Jun's clubbin gatherin, with other friends to Em studio.
This time got to see lots of people who love to shuffle.
when people gets more n more, there are so much to see.
New friends, new atmosphere, impressed of jun n others too.
Gt to save my energy for e next comin up activity, the lady's night.
haha....so i am goin to earn money. more more money.
day time work, night time spend. wahha. damn it... so tired...
I wana no time to rest... weeee
Really goin to hit my own record of $200 bucks within 2 weeks.
Hahah!
Karen's birthday went kbox with others, then at night went Arena club.
Met new korean friends at the club, who came here to have their school exchange programme in our
hospitals.
And then comes yam's gatherin,KTV trip with his friends and my friends.
Tis jason brings his past army friends to KTV. funny guys, people go KTV sing, they come here to drink.
n lookin at them drunk. so many 'stupid' things happen. haha...
Anyway there came Jun's clubbin gatherin, with other friends to Em studio.
This time got to see lots of people who love to shuffle.
when people gets more n more, there are so much to see.
New friends, new atmosphere, impressed of jun n others too.
Gt to save my energy for e next comin up activity, the lady's night.
haha....so i am goin to earn money. more more money.
day time work, night time spend. wahha. damn it... so tired...
I wana no time to rest... weeee
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Weird world.. weird people... silly me
Weird world.. weird people... silly me
Isnt it funny when girls r fightin over guys, thinkin
of all e strategies to get e guy's attention. n getting other people's partner seems like a
honour thing to do. got to accept e real world. innocent people!? haha.
tell mi tat i would believe tat...
really no mood to entertain those guys who thought i need their entertainment.
it makes mii feel sick.. all e same.
anyway...just let e world turn faster.
i need tat speedy head spinnin again..
cos it makes e world go faster...
got to accept e fact. i am foolish to realise it late
too late... too foolish...
wish i gt e energy to be like u.
wish i gt e heart to be like u.
enjoyin life like never before!
Isnt it funny when girls r fightin over guys, thinkin
of all e strategies to get e guy's attention. n getting other people's partner seems like a
honour thing to do. got to accept e real world. innocent people!? haha.
tell mi tat i would believe tat...
really no mood to entertain those guys who thought i need their entertainment.
it makes mii feel sick.. all e same.
anyway...just let e world turn faster.
i need tat speedy head spinnin again..
cos it makes e world go faster...
got to accept e fact. i am foolish to realise it late
too late... too foolish...
wish i gt e energy to be like u.
wish i gt e heart to be like u.
enjoyin life like never before!
E world is still turnin
E world is still turnin
rem tat time i have high fever in school.
i cant even walk straight...
Iz accompany to busstop to take bus.
on e way out, he say i am so sick,
should ask mii bf come fetch mii, send mii home to rest.
HAHA!
well... one sword through my fragile body.
'oh! we broke up recently'
silence.
luckily my brain is not functionin tat time. if not i am goin to
head towards e toilet.
anyway by e time i reach e clinic, e world is turnin around mii...
haha. i just stare blank at e nurse, n try hard to listen to wat she is saying.
just now my dad talkin to relative on phone.
n yap. relative ask my dad about mii.
my dad is still in e dark, so he say i am attached.
another sword into my heart.
actually i dono y i am typin here. i cant stand myself free now.
every single day i would keep myself busy.
i don mind get sick... if only i can don think.
cos it makes me feel more foolish. i can never bear to hurt anyone.
so i choose to let u hurt me. but not e others... i cant stand it long.
give mii e basic respect will u. spare mii from all these 'slaps' on e face.
i am seriously embarrased...
rem tat time i have high fever in school.
i cant even walk straight...
Iz accompany to busstop to take bus.
on e way out, he say i am so sick,
should ask mii bf come fetch mii, send mii home to rest.
HAHA!
well... one sword through my fragile body.
'oh! we broke up recently'
silence.
luckily my brain is not functionin tat time. if not i am goin to
head towards e toilet.
anyway by e time i reach e clinic, e world is turnin around mii...
haha. i just stare blank at e nurse, n try hard to listen to wat she is saying.
just now my dad talkin to relative on phone.
n yap. relative ask my dad about mii.
my dad is still in e dark, so he say i am attached.
another sword into my heart.
actually i dono y i am typin here. i cant stand myself free now.
every single day i would keep myself busy.
i don mind get sick... if only i can don think.
cos it makes me feel more foolish. i can never bear to hurt anyone.
so i choose to let u hurt me. but not e others... i cant stand it long.
give mii e basic respect will u. spare mii from all these 'slaps' on e face.
i am seriously embarrased...
Badly lost tis battle!
Badly lost tis battle!
so so so long didnt update my blog.
cos everyone is waitin for mii to update on tat.
n maybe ur bet had come through... yeah...
n don need to look at mii tat way.
i admit i lost... n tis time not only lost him,
but also lost myself. lost everything. lost e faith,
lost e face, lost e only confidence i have
yeap.i am wrong after all.
luckily now its holiday time, just only 2 weeks time,
every day in school is torture. cant stand those look.
they feel awkward, i can see e look.
n i still got to put on tat smile...
i look silly, don expect mii to suddenly burst into e toilet.
i am really drained tis time. all those looks, they knew, they saw.
n i got to face all these. face it.
wat u have done to me. RP is so small. everything tat u r doin is watched by others.
n i feel like a fool, waitin for others to explain to mii wat is happenin.
i am wrong. after all...
n i lost. she win. u win. everyone win.
so so so long didnt update my blog.
cos everyone is waitin for mii to update on tat.
n maybe ur bet had come through... yeah...
n don need to look at mii tat way.
i admit i lost... n tis time not only lost him,
but also lost myself. lost everything. lost e faith,
lost e face, lost e only confidence i have
yeap.i am wrong after all.
luckily now its holiday time, just only 2 weeks time,
every day in school is torture. cant stand those look.
they feel awkward, i can see e look.
n i still got to put on tat smile...
i look silly, don expect mii to suddenly burst into e toilet.
i am really drained tis time. all those looks, they knew, they saw.
n i got to face all these. face it.
wat u have done to me. RP is so small. everything tat u r doin is watched by others.
n i feel like a fool, waitin for others to explain to mii wat is happenin.
i am wrong. after all...
n i lost. she win. u win. everyone win.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Last year of today
Last year of today (09/08)
National day. memorable.
Not because of e firework.
But because of wat u whisper to my ear.
Know it can never be true. But it still feel warm
when thought of it. There r so many promises tat r
so sweet,and it would stay. ps: with mii
So many things. so many many many things.
People r laughin at mii... i don care.
At least i once make e choice with my heart,
and i am happy to make tat choice.
Who cares e outcome.
National day. memorable.
Not because of e firework.
But because of wat u whisper to my ear.
Know it can never be true. But it still feel warm
when thought of it. There r so many promises tat r
so sweet,and it would stay. ps: with mii
So many things. so many many many things.
People r laughin at mii... i don care.
At least i once make e choice with my heart,
and i am happy to make tat choice.
Who cares e outcome.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Now i realise its one sided thought.
Maybe all e while i think too much of myself.
Now i realise its one sided thought.
Tat fri,have my tuition lesson earlier. Rem u said may or may not go out tat day.
I thought tat if i am goin to go find u after my tuition wouldnt u be happy.
i smiled when i thought of tat. So... Straight away when i boared e train, i called u
to ask whether u r at home nt. 1st call no ans, i thought itz always like tat, u may nt heard it.
2nd call still no ans, think u sleepin. so waited for u to call me back. 15 min later reach gombak station,
called again.no ans.I am so hungry. thought maybe later can meet u for dinner. smile*
when reached tutee doorstep,u called. but goin to start lesson. so didnt pick up.
Haiz. tolerate e whole lesson. gastric pain... still teachin. After tat, i called u again. no ans. as usual, i would call another time. maybe straight away go mrt station find u. waited n waited... didnt call back. so i walk really slowly home. n there i am on e bed, fall asleep. haiz.
I just thought too highly of myself.
I thought i thought u would be happy tat i am goin to find u.
I thought i thought u missed my hug like how i missed ur hug.
I thought i thought if i am goin to hear ur voice before goin for tuition, wouldnt tat be nice. smile*
cos i am really tired, so wanted to hear ur voice.
I thought i thought its all i thought. Never did i realise i am being obsessive.
Compared to my friends,I already have so little time with u. So i make it up, by calling u.
so i am being obsessive. Haiz... When u wan, anything can become a reason.
It hurts, no... more than hurts. Its disappointed. so envy u to say 'it' so smooth, never would
i say tat out like e way u say it... cos i know i cant bring it out, cos i know i loved u
*love'ed'. I know i know i know... u just cant seem to bring out a reason. So i helped u. wont need to explain more. I go... i go... tat moment, i swollowed back wat i realise n off i go... All my fault, i believed too much in us... i thought i thought... i thought...
my fault, didnt realise tat only when u not with ur friends, then i can anyhow call to disturb u.
I realise late... understands more. I am just 'heartache'
The end...
N dont leave any comment anyone
Now i realise its one sided thought.
Tat fri,have my tuition lesson earlier. Rem u said may or may not go out tat day.
I thought tat if i am goin to go find u after my tuition wouldnt u be happy.
i smiled when i thought of tat. So... Straight away when i boared e train, i called u
to ask whether u r at home nt. 1st call no ans, i thought itz always like tat, u may nt heard it.
2nd call still no ans, think u sleepin. so waited for u to call me back. 15 min later reach gombak station,
called again.no ans.I am so hungry. thought maybe later can meet u for dinner. smile*
when reached tutee doorstep,u called. but goin to start lesson. so didnt pick up.
Haiz. tolerate e whole lesson. gastric pain... still teachin. After tat, i called u again. no ans. as usual, i would call another time. maybe straight away go mrt station find u. waited n waited... didnt call back. so i walk really slowly home. n there i am on e bed, fall asleep. haiz.
I just thought too highly of myself.
I thought i thought u would be happy tat i am goin to find u.
I thought i thought u missed my hug like how i missed ur hug.
I thought i thought if i am goin to hear ur voice before goin for tuition, wouldnt tat be nice. smile*
cos i am really tired, so wanted to hear ur voice.
I thought i thought its all i thought. Never did i realise i am being obsessive.
Compared to my friends,I already have so little time with u. So i make it up, by calling u.
so i am being obsessive. Haiz... When u wan, anything can become a reason.
It hurts, no... more than hurts. Its disappointed. so envy u to say 'it' so smooth, never would
i say tat out like e way u say it... cos i know i cant bring it out, cos i know i loved u
*love'ed'. I know i know i know... u just cant seem to bring out a reason. So i helped u. wont need to explain more. I go... i go... tat moment, i swollowed back wat i realise n off i go... All my fault, i believed too much in us... i thought i thought... i thought...
my fault, didnt realise tat only when u not with ur friends, then i can anyhow call to disturb u.
I realise late... understands more. I am just 'heartache'
The end...
N dont leave any comment anyone
Monday, July 27, 2009
Discuss?
Discuss?
Electives:
Consumer Psychology
Human resource management
Core modules:
Hospitality and Retail Systems I
Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II
Tat will be my final decision by this wed
N i only discuss with friends. Listenin to their advice does helps a little.
Somehow i got to find extra courage to continue moving for this while.
I wanted more concern. i wanted to ...
Arent there times when u know there is a mistake?
N if i am goin to accept the existence of e mistake, will i gain from it?
I dont know.
Got to learn to be more indepence, so tat i will only listen and follow myself.
* today mornin met up with my mates for submission of the FYP
*MM n PY didnt went for class after submission
*N i endure my healthcare lesson tll e lesson end. -.-"
*Lesson ended at 3.15, which is damn early.
Got no where to go, n no fyp today. MM n PY went happy le.
XF sure with her bf.
So for mii, I am very busy entertaining myself here.
Waitin for rain to stop outside.
Waiting for my tuition time to come.
waitin for my mind to clear...
so tat i can store more suggestions.
LOL.
I am goin to pack myself with lots of things.
N there will be one day, i forget wat does lonely means.
:)
zzz. i am goin to fall asleep here. no one around, raining outside.
damn nice weather isnt it. . . got to hang on. ><
still got to face tat curly hair tutee later
Electives:
Consumer Psychology
Human resource management
Core modules:
Hospitality and Retail Systems I
Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II
Tat will be my final decision by this wed
N i only discuss with friends. Listenin to their advice does helps a little.
Somehow i got to find extra courage to continue moving for this while.
I wanted more concern. i wanted to ...
Arent there times when u know there is a mistake?
N if i am goin to accept the existence of e mistake, will i gain from it?
I dont know.
Got to learn to be more indepence, so tat i will only listen and follow myself.
* today mornin met up with my mates for submission of the FYP
*MM n PY didnt went for class after submission
*N i endure my healthcare lesson tll e lesson end. -.-"
*Lesson ended at 3.15, which is damn early.
Got no where to go, n no fyp today. MM n PY went happy le.
XF sure with her bf.
So for mii, I am very busy entertaining myself here.
Waitin for rain to stop outside.
Waiting for my tuition time to come.
waitin for my mind to clear...
so tat i can store more suggestions.
LOL.
I am goin to pack myself with lots of things.
N there will be one day, i forget wat does lonely means.
:)
zzz. i am goin to fall asleep here. no one around, raining outside.
damn nice weather isnt it. . . got to hang on. ><
still got to face tat curly hair tutee later
Sunday, July 26, 2009
FYP submission
FYP submission
2moro gona be my FYP submission date.
Really really really appreciated e help from my team.
We are so goin to love each other. ><"
Fri meet till after near to 1am.
Sat meet from mornin to sun morning.... (ton over night)
We are so "going to love FYP"!!!
Anyway 2day is e last day for FYP before we burn e CD for our work.
And we are going to meet again later.
Really gona have a big thanks to christ.
I am really gono sink if we had not met him.
Anyway wat we have done this mornin really scared him out of his guts sia.
haha... "We do look like crazy fans!" haha...
Who will be so happening and nice, work till so late and willin to help us without chasing us away.
zzz...
thinkin of pon school 2moro. i really need some good thought and rest...
FYP suxs... but i am lucky to have u all.
2moro gona be my FYP submission date.
Really really really appreciated e help from my team.
We are so goin to love each other. ><"
Fri meet till after near to 1am.
Sat meet from mornin to sun morning.... (ton over night)
We are so "going to love FYP"!!!
Anyway 2day is e last day for FYP before we burn e CD for our work.
And we are going to meet again later.
Really gona have a big thanks to christ.
I am really gono sink if we had not met him.
Anyway wat we have done this mornin really scared him out of his guts sia.
haha... "We do look like crazy fans!" haha...
Who will be so happening and nice, work till so late and willin to help us without chasing us away.
zzz...
thinkin of pon school 2moro. i really need some good thought and rest...
FYP suxs... but i am lucky to have u all.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Decision making time
Decided on my core modules for my 2nd semester
1- Hospitality and Retail Systems I
2- Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II
but for my electives i really dono which to take.
Below are the choices which i am interested in. but i know i must choose wisely. but whos there to talk with me?
-event management
-consumer psychology
-Hospitality and Tourism Management
-Retail Management
-Entrepreneurship
-Human Resource Management
I think i am choosing human resource management and consumer phychology. OK. i am still not sure yet.
Decided on my core modules for my 2nd semester
1- Hospitality and Retail Systems I
2- Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II
but for my electives i really dono which to take.
Below are the choices which i am interested in. but i know i must choose wisely. but whos there to talk with me?
-event management
-consumer psychology
-Hospitality and Tourism Management
-Retail Management
-Entrepreneurship
-Human Resource Management
I think i am choosing human resource management and consumer phychology. OK. i am still not sure yet.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Nothin can be better
Nothin can be better
1) I lost my bag last month
2) My laptop blue screen when i am having my logistic UT
3) Really scribble on my logistic UT last min on paper
4) Got to go Acer face their stupid explanation again
5) Got to bear with the school laptop (which hang often)
6) FYP presentation date is goin to DUE SOON1!!
Changed for the better
1) Police found my bag, still got everything other than HP, usable cards, MP3, cash.
2) I am going to squeeze Acer tomoro- money sucker
3) bought a new hp... (W595) my first pinkie phone :)
4) I found additional job as tutor. tat means $$$. haha
5) I have e best FYP mates who are friends :)
***************
2day don have fyp, its so rare. n e first person i contact
is dear. i wan to spend time with him. even if its just get to hug him.
Getting busier n busier with works and fyp and schooling.
lesser n lesser time spend together
ANYWAY
treat myself better. i got all e time today after school to myself.
2moro i going to Acer early, if not cant make it for FYP
see my 'beloved' Advisor
Monday, July 6, 2009
Friday, July 3, 2009
A pair of flip flop makes my day
A pair of flip flop makes my day
Today- another Friday.
Good news
No FYP!!! >.<
Brother bought mii a pair of flip flop. *loves
Actually I thought my bro had grow up a lot these years.
Esp he is now willing to contribute to e family.
I only mention to him tat my sandals spoiling le. only yesterday night.
N today he really send mii e available colors for e flip floor to me.
N he rem my shoe size. isn't it lovely.
Anyway, i am paying for it hoh. ><
haha...
but credit first la. 2moro get pay then can pay him. haha..
*****
P.S Enjoyin myself; treat myself better >.<
Today- another Friday.
Good news
No FYP!!! >.<
Brother bought mii a pair of flip flop. *loves
Actually I thought my bro had grow up a lot these years.
Esp he is now willing to contribute to e family.
I only mention to him tat my sandals spoiling le. only yesterday night.
N today he really send mii e available colors for e flip floor to me.
N he rem my shoe size. isn't it lovely.
Anyway, i am paying for it hoh. ><
haha...
but credit first la. 2moro get pay then can pay him. haha..
*****
P.S Enjoyin myself; treat myself better >.<
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Really Appreciated
Really Appreciated
Now still in school, think everyone went home le.
we r still struggling with our FYP.
everyday stay till so late in school.
So hungry...
But without Chris help, i don think we can even went home for dinner.
Appreciated :)
got to treat him someday.
A big one... i don mind.
Super nice of him
How late we stay, he also stay with us...
though often complain, but we knw he is jk with us.
He also have FYP de. but he rush his out and then help us.
If not for him, i am really givin up.
Really give up.
Thanks Chris
>.<
****
FYP deadline is coming. really soon.
Now still in school, think everyone went home le.
we r still struggling with our FYP.
everyday stay till so late in school.
So hungry...
But without Chris help, i don think we can even went home for dinner.
Appreciated :)
got to treat him someday.
A big one... i don mind.
Super nice of him
How late we stay, he also stay with us...
though often complain, but we knw he is jk with us.
He also have FYP de. but he rush his out and then help us.
If not for him, i am really givin up.
Really give up.
Thanks Chris
>.<
****
FYP deadline is coming. really soon.
Tats when comic strips comes into my Poly life
Tats when comic strips comes into my Poly life
Thanks to my dear dear
my days in class is more meaningful.
in order to fight against the boringness tat school is providing.
I choose to enjoy my NANA comic strips.
Isnt Nana beautiful!!!
haha... Nice comic to read.
L.o.v.e.s.z.z.z
****
Anyway
Updates on H1N1 in school.
Principle trying to psycho us tat closing RP is useless...
n face e fact, there is no intention of closing RP like wt other schools r doing.
so lets all come to school.
At most, everyone wear mask for lesson loh
>.<
With an absence 'X' and not a LOA.
*****
`
****
today temp taking is taken seriously,
cos year 1 came back to school.
N mine don have battery,
thought tis time can bluff e faci over too.
but didnt manage, in e end i borrow Jasmine de thermometer.
(if not i need to go buy leh!!!)
**
anyway yesterday we r informed tat everyone should leave school by 4.30.
think is to avoid crowd in school.
ok. tats kind of useless.
!!!
Cos where r we goin to do our FYP....
We need lots of plucks for our laptop leh
>.<
******
****today temp taking is taken seriously,
cos year 1 came back to school.
N mine don have battery,
thought tis time can bluff e faci over too.
but didnt manage, in e end i borrow Jasmine de thermometer.
(if not i need to go buy leh!!!)
**
anyway yesterday we r informed tat everyone should leave school by 4.30.
think is to avoid crowd in school.
ok. tats kind of useless.
!!!
Cos where r we goin to do our FYP....
We need lots of plucks for our laptop leh
>.<
******
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Another idiot day
Another idiot day
Today have my Marketing.
N with e stress tat e faci gave mii from e previous lessons.
today i still failed to meet her expectation.
I present useless slide again,
n didnt link my slides back to e problem statement.
Haiz...
******
with e increasing cases of H1N1 in school, today our class
only have 3 teams out of 5.
school is getting boring,
and worried of H1N1 every day...
work is getting me madness and worries.
Tis stupid school is really trying to play with our life...
*****
No comment. today suxs.
n best of all. i am stayin back in school 4 fyp again!!!
Today have my Marketing.
N with e stress tat e faci gave mii from e previous lessons.
today i still failed to meet her expectation.
I present useless slide again,
n didnt link my slides back to e problem statement.
Haiz...
******
with e increasing cases of H1N1 in school, today our class
only have 3 teams out of 5.
school is getting boring,
and worried of H1N1 every day...
work is getting me madness and worries.
Tis stupid school is really trying to play with our life...
*****
No comment. today suxs.
n best of all. i am stayin back in school 4 fyp again!!!
Lust for tis HP
Lust for tis HP
Nokia N97
Isn't it a pretty
Falling love with it....
(*over 1000)
Ok! i know wat u r thinking.
back to reality.
tis is e phone i am goin to buy
(*near 300)
>>>
Taking e red with black base!!!
....
Anyway i haven go buy... just u know
analysing. haha.
....
Anyway i haven go buy... just u know
analysing. haha.
Got a feeling, i am goin to buy phone with father tis time too.
He is always there for mii... :)
From e first phone till now...
*****
He is always there for mii... :)
From e first phone till now...
*****
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Wats wrong
Wats wrong
People also going school, i also going school.
N wat did i learn sia.
Now struggling with FYP.
so tired n sleepy.
2moro still got work.
my weekend will be so much "fun"
busy interacting with customers.
Now i am still doing coding. haiz...
how i wish there is someone who can just stay beside me
patiently to help mii with my coding.
I really feel like crying. How i wish tat person is u.
Help mii patiently
*****
People also going school, i also going school.
N wat did i learn sia.
Now struggling with FYP.
so tired n sleepy.
2moro still got work.
my weekend will be so much "fun"
busy interacting with customers.
Now i am still doing coding. haiz...
how i wish there is someone who can just stay beside me
patiently to help mii with my coding.
I really feel like crying. How i wish tat person is u.
Help mii patiently
*****
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