Happy 3 months anniversary

Happy 3 months anniversary






Just receive dear e msg wishing me happy 3 months.
I smiled... Smiled at e times which we enjoyed together.

Same as usual, dear come look for me after work. I am
So tired today and seriously no mood to work and pretend to enjoy
promoting to the customers.

Haiz, i am comparing with dear about our pay and working hours on phone today.
And obviously i lose in both.
I work more hours with lesser pay each hour.
Dear stil laugh at me, mii already feel very sianz le.
Whahahaha... Haiz. I also want a better job ah.

Luckily today's sales is more than 200, if not i sure cant close the shop.
lol. just joking, will still close as usual. (Especially i have a timer with me (Dear)).
When comes to closing, he is always so looking forward to it.
Reminding and counting down for me. LOL.

*just want to write down a bit of what i feel today
(dear, i am nt emoing, just wan to type out)

I also dono why i dislike people who shouts or scold me. Since young,
i would always cry when people do that to me. Maybe become a habit le ba.

Everyone have their bad points, and it includes me. It had become a habit from young to
keep my feelings or unhappiness to myself.
In e end i will be showing black faces to everyone,
and they will start to become restles with this, not knowing what wents wrong.
I am learning to change this, especially when this had causes problem between dear and me.

N

HAPPY 3 MONTHS TO BOTH OF US.
11/08/08

TO DEAR: I LOVE YOU!!!

I love you

I love you






There is no sentences or story to describe my feelings for you.
I have only 3 words.
Tat is I LOVE YOU.

Quarrels seems so common for us,
and we learned from them.
Each time we resolved our misunderstanding,
I love you more.
Its you who is always willing to give me the chance
to resolve our quarrels.
There are so many times when i just want to go off
with out solving our quarrels or misunderstanding.
Its you who give us e chance to understand each other more.


2moro will be 11th of August, we had being together for 3 months le.
Remember i once told you that i dont really
think we can last for even 3 weeks to 1 month?
Well, now i know its because i dont trust myself.
I trust you more in this relationship then myself,
its you who makes me increase my trust in this relationship.

Failures before tend to build up a barrier in me,
but I have found you now.
Your love makes me gain back the trust which i am lookin for all the while.
Your love makes me love you more.
I have learned something in our love.
I rem myself doubting on whether we are compatible before.
But now i know it is not about whether both of us are compatible,
its whether we see our self meant for each other.
No matter what different things we may be doing,
but we are both thinking of each other.
Its all about understanding.
And i am still learning.

I feel very sorry to rem wrongly of the date that we get together again.
N i know i had said it wrong for more than once,
no wonder you get angry.
How can i forget that!
I am sorry.

Thanks dear for bringing me to marina bay tonight for e firework.
Its really really a very very special night with you.
finding the best spot, i almost get the full view of the firework.
I have you by my side.
I will rem the sentence that you said to me.
I WILL KEEP IT FOREVER!
*you will be .... ....

Not only is the firework memorable, but pushing ourselves
out to take the train is e best part.
I am touched.
How tight are our hands together?
(opps, i think its me grabbing on to you! lol. cnt remember. haha)
When you lead me out, squeezing through the crowds, i smiled.
Maybe that's e feeling of being protected ba.

2moro both of us are having work. And i am suppose to sleep le,
but just cant get to sleep. So here i am typing down bits and bits of my feelings.

I need my morning call!!

I need my morning call!!

Today didnt go to school, really sick le...

I have e feelin tat after i ate e medicine last night, the chances of getting up this mornin is very low, so ask dear to give mii a mornin call...
In e end he call me late by 20 min. And i really cannot get up, when i realise tat i am already late.
I dont wanna go to school le. I am tired.

I have a dream, I dreamed that i went to school as usual even though i am late.
And everything went on as normal. The dream is so peaceful, i thought its real cos i do everything that i would want to do today in my dream. And when i wake up, i realise i im stil on bed and i had not being in school at all.... For one moment i thought my spirit had wander off when i am sleeping. I remember i feel that my father came to my room and touch my forehead and say i am not having a fever. But i cant rem it... i will ask him when he come back home.

Slept till 1 pm.... Tats when dear called miii... Think he is having break ba, And i am still sleepin tat time, so don really have the energy to answer him. haha...

So here i am, wake up with no food for mii to eat and no one at home. Struggle to cook a bowll of noodle. (nt maggie) and online surf net. I am tired. Just have one thing on mind, i have alot of things to be done but i have no energy to do them.... I am purely distrained.

Sick le...

Sick le...




Ok, now i officially post out here that i am sick.
I AM SICK.
haiz....
Dear also sick le...

Lol... after work, dear went out with his friends.
But good enough for him to come down after tat to accompany mii
till i do closing. Being with him, i seems to lost track of time.
Don't even mind to close shop late.
hahah...
But i know he mind....Tats y always rush mii....

LOl. Then we take train home together.
Listening to his Hp songs together with him.
It seems tat small things can be so happy to do together.

2 moro is another day.
got UT after school, which i haven even study now.
(promise dear to sleep at 12.30am de)
I tell him i want to study for UT, but i am here blogging.
Wahaha....

mmm... Sad, after UT still need to rush to RC to work till 10pm.
haiz.... I am sick, but no choice.... work= money.

Seems to lost track!!

Seems to lost track!!



I have lost track in a lot of things.
All blames to my time management.
There are a lot of things that need to be done,
But i don seem to be working on it.

*PP project needed to do ASAP
*Need to do well for UT
*Need to lose weight
*Need to be punctual for everything....
(seriously -0.5% for being late for class is not worth it)
*Be ready for all meetings: being a member of Student council
* Be ready for the contribution of time for meetings: being a secretary for SLC(CCA)

Haiz....
I cant multi- task....
tats y when things get more and more, I will choose to do nothing.
I can only concentrate on one thing,
which is one of e reason y i become so lazy to ask my friends out.
* I am blamed by my friends for not asking them out
* I am blamed by my dear for attending all the meetings and activities

mmmm......
I am tired to argue.

I think i am good in bottling up my feelings.
Cos i seem to be posting new posts at one go rather than constantly.

ok, got to go sleep now le.
I have work 2moro....
See wat i mean by poor time management?
LOL....

Just feel like typing down.

Just feel like typing down!






Thought of typing down a lot of stuff since yesterday night,
hoping to find a ideal blogskin ASAP tat time,
so i can display my feeling out ASAP too.

Well, now i got the chance to post here le.
But i dono wat i want to say le.
mmm....

Anyway, back to my life.
2day is a Sat, originally i am not working today.
But yesterday Boss sent msg to mi,
saying tat e staff for sat shift is sick.
So i went to work, work till 2 pm.
(don't dare to work full day, cos promise dear tat i am
spending e day with him)

Around 2, dear came by to Bishan to "fetch" mii...
Lol. Cos he coming down from Ben's house at bedok.
So after i finish work, we go eat pasta mania. (Cant finish)

After tat, went back to dear de house to watch video.
LoL.
His grandparents were at his house (visit) tat time with his parents.
Hhahha...
So awkward, when his mum introduced mii to them as classmate.
Well, luckily they didnt say anything. haha...

Anyway, i got e chance to have curry dinner at dear de house.
cook by his mum, I love the taste. haha...
mmm... Spent my day with him without going out seems enough for both of us.

2moro both of us going work, haiz...
A poor pair of couple.
hahahahha...

But A happy couple too.
Hope dear tomoro not to tired after work,
haha... so tat he can come down again to accompany mii work.
If not, i am sure gona sleep during work de.
The crowd there is really very say. haiz....