Another idiot day

Another idiot day



Today have my Marketing.
N with e stress tat e faci gave mii from e previous lessons.
today i still failed to meet her expectation.
I present useless slide again,
n didnt link my slides back to e problem statement.
Haiz...
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with e increasing cases of H1N1 in school, today our class
only have 3 teams out of 5.
school is getting boring,
and worried of H1N1 every day...
work is getting me madness and worries.
Tis stupid school is really trying to play with our life...
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No comment. today suxs.
n best of all. i am stayin back in school 4 fyp again!!!

Lust for tis HP

Lust for tis HP

Nokia N97
Isn't it a pretty
Falling love with it....
(*over 1000)
Ok! i know wat u r thinking.
back to reality.
tis is e phone i am goin to buy
(*near 300)
>>>

Taking e red with black base!!!
....
Anyway i haven go buy... just u know
analysing. haha.

Got a feeling, i am goin to buy phone with father tis time too.
He is always there for mii... :)
From e first phone till now...
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Wats wrong

Wats wrong



People also going school, i also going school.
N wat did i learn sia.
Now struggling with FYP.
so tired n sleepy.
2moro still got work.
my weekend will be so much "fun"
busy interacting with customers.
Now i am still doing coding. haiz...
how i wish there is someone who can just stay beside me
patiently to help mii with my coding.
I really feel like crying. How i wish tat person is u.
Help mii patiently
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Upset

Upset



I got really upset with marketing faci.
how can she follow e system blindly de.
Just because i didnt submit my quiz?
= grade affected....
really upset with her.
N i really regretted getting up with mens cramp late at around 1am,
just to do her rj before getting back to sleep...
super regret
Life is getting more n more 'interesting'
haha!!!

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Example of the brick wall

Is there a brick wall in your way?
Fine, that happens. But you have a choice.
You can walk away from the wall. You can go over the wall.
You can go under the wall.
You can go around the wall. You can also obliterate the wall.
The choice is in my hand.

(*wish i can do this... always stay positive. cant i just see things in e bright side)
somehow i don dare to see e bright side. once u get to see e darkness,
u don dare to enjoy e daylight.
Encouragement to myself...
Be strong... i am goin to survive to see my 2moro

Special Thursday

Special Thursday

Today went to causeway with Dear
Bought his DVD
Then decided to have lunch there too.
Searching from the basement to fourth level, in e end back to level one.
WE HAVE PIZZAS
haha! Dear treat mii tis meal.
*(chu know owe u a lot of meals le, next time got money treat u bah.haha)
So haven eat i am already very satisfied le.
Ok! when we are looking through e menu, we are already very hungry le.
so we ordered tis 1-for-1 pizzas.
1 big BBQ cheese chicken which comes with 1 medium pizza.
When it arrived, it really seem so big. E menu seem so misleading.
So....
I manage to get 2 big pieces n 2 medium ones into my stomach.
While for e rest... of cos goes to my beloved dear.
haha... n i am e one complaining that e pizzas is taking so long with mii starving down there.

After finishing our super filling dinner.
Really no energy to shop.
Bought 1 bubble tea drink then went dear home le.
N fall dead asleep with dear mumbling beside mii...
ok. i am subconscious only k. still listening, just not answering.
i am so sleepy then, n now i am so wide awake but dear go sleep 1 hour earlier le.
haha...
I wish tat we are like handphones, at night fully charged then whole day can be
full of energy.
like tat i can spend more time with dear le.

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Wats e worst thing

Change e worst

*Simply love tis folder from u. Its not empty,there is a reason why u smile (:

E worst thing is when u r not suppose to feel lonely,
but yet there is sense of loneliness.
E worst thing is when wide awake, but u feel so tired.
When u r suppose to be happy, but somehow cant find e reason
to be happy.
Somehow when u r suppose to do well in daily module, u didnt get e
grade u want.
Somehow when u really need someone there, u cant find anyone.
When u r so hungry, u just cant get e food into ur stomach. haha.
cos u don feel like eating when e food is in front of u.
somehow u just can see or feel e same as u should have.
When u really wanted to be nice towards parents, e words comin out from e
mouth just don seem right.
Parents are e only ones who stands right beside me. isnt it.
love those who love u so much.