Friday, August 31, 2007


money earning time.

Now is holiday season le...so equals to money earning time loh.haha.every day work .11 1/2 hour working time per day...strugglin to stay awake. cos need to earn money.if not no money to fill up my pocket hole loh..haha.

Saturday, August 18, 2007



YMCA session with the Youth at risk


Today is e first session with this youths, their age range from 13 to 16. We play games together which includes the Adjective game to let us introduce each other. Then we also have the blanket game, soccer, captain ball and chatting session. This is the first time that we were introduced to each other and we will be having each other's company for 6 more months. It is really nice to know them and i can say that they are very very friendly. haha...which means very hyperactive, they are so enthusiastic in all the games.


These youths are teenagers like us, all malays which included 2 girls and 5 boys. They are at this risk of getting expel from school that is e reason why they were in the YMCA, they smokes so we must come out with games which ensures that they will not feel restless and have fun with them(which is very fun) haha. From the talking session with them, i realise that they really do not like their teachers in school, teachers always pick on them. they often have their lesson conducted outside the classroom and e teachers wont listen to them. I really hate this type of teachers though, always pick on these students and no chance given.


Hope tat these kids really have their time with us and will seek for our help in the future, they are really nice kids, just need more concern only. Anyway really fun to play soccer with them, haha...so fun. next session we will be having tennis and hokiee. lookin forward to it.

Thursday, August 16, 2007



What a Day....





computing module for today, didnt manage to do out the product by the end of the day, which is not important as the facilitator only wanted us to absorb as much as possible and understand how the codes are make. I am tired, really tired, planned to make myself to practice on the past lessons for the codings but did not do it. Thats y when doing new codings, i am not able to link what i have learnt to it. Frustrated when not able to do the codings out, thinking that i am going to do codings and even more tougher than that for the next two years. sian..haha. cant change course anyway so can only improve on myself in order to survive..haha. interest can grow de ba.


Today got UT test, tested from problem 1 to problem 14, don think i do well though. Planned to wake up earlier in the morning so tat can read through the 6ps, to prepare for the UT. In the end, i wake up late so can only went to school to study. Didnt really help me to do well for the UT, cos today de UT is about computing and maths. which means last min revision do nothing good, it needs more practices and understanding. This will the last UT test for UT 4, so can relax le..haha.not really though, still need to bear wth the daily lessons-daily grades.


2moro is another day, communication module. one word-sian. last week bon this module de class, this week still feel like boning.haha.cant help, don like this module, too stress up. not the lesson but the facilitator. sian. hope tomorrow can pass easier than before cos last lesson for tis module ma.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Wat Abt sunday?

Today work for the whole day, just came back, so sit here in front of e com n write something. Yeah..today's sale is better, haha..over 4oo dollars n boss still praise mii..I think she really trust me though, cos she let mii work alone for every sunday and she did not come down to supervise mii.haha. luckily today's sale is good, if not i think sonner or later my boss would come down to supervise me le.:) when i came to the shop in e morning, i found tat the lights cant be swithed on. so went to customer service to ask for the maintanience to check. Thought tat this will be my unlucky day when there is no light for my shop, but things eventually turns out better. ...

well, still very sian to work alone cos ur mind got alot of space to think of sad stuff. I cant bluff my self of my own feelings, the sad memory is still there. Luckily i find my way to dissolve it, tat is to read a story book. so i use my work time to finish one chinese novel today, when readin i felt like i am inside the story's world, i would think about the story so that my mind will not be occupied by e memory. haha...

Friday, August 10, 2007

what a day?

Today bon school so didnt go for e lesson in e morning. It is my first time in poly which i bon school, so what how should i say about it.haha...so i wake up quite late today, originally planned to wake up at 9 am but end up waking up at 10 am. After delaying this and delaying tat, I must get ready to go to school for my IG's project- used book collection. Me and Hidaya were doing the duty together, so we were like sitting there from 12 pm to 1 pm and no one approach us. Luckily i brought 5 of my used textbooks, so at least we got some products for the day. haha..anyway forget to mention that i was late for my duty by 8 mins. always like that de, late.

Forget about mentionin someone here, I was shocked by her-my friend(Huiyi) and nearly landed up in hospital when she pushed my back from behind at the staircase of woodland's mrt station. Haha..she pushed me or maybe should I say she pat me on the back and called my name. the funny part is we did not great each other. haha. i was too shocked as i nearly fall down, and i was rushin as i was late for e duty so no greetin or anything.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

getting lower and lower...

Getting lower and lower
Now I am in class, having cognitive and problem solving module today. So i am blogging now when one of the group is presenting infront of me. Really getting more and more tired of comin to school everyday doing the same stuff- presenting and cracking my brain cells during the UT test. It is very obvious that everyone in the class is getting less and less entusiastic in our work, EG: blogging during lesson, CS when lesson is carrying on and MSNing infront of facilitator. Just bored from doing the same thing over and over again. Really need to have a goal in order to hold on and move forward, if not I believe that i would end up no where when I finish my poly life.
Changing class- a bad thing?

Every semester we would change our class, although it may feel sad and disappointed as we are losing each other, but sometimes i thought that it may not be a bad idea. Think of it again, we only become classmates for 4 months and most of us would start to have bad impression of each other. This is common as everyday we are having group work and presenting, we need to question each other's presentation in order to show that we are participating in discussion.

However, this results in us having conflict as most of us do not like to be questioned by our own classmates, afraid that it would affect their grade if they are not able to answer. Can you imagine, we keep changing our groups once in a while, so must learn to cope with all types of personality but we could not fully understand what others think. Thus all types of problems start to arise when we try to cooperate with each other as everyone are expecting different things when they come to school. Some people just want to slack, so when you stress them, they would find u irritating.

But what can you do? we need to work together to come out with the presentation slides for our third meeting. So changing class every semester may not be a bad idea. At least we will not become enermies now.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Am i up to the challenge?

Computing- Am i up to the challenge?


Today is computing module, so once again do codes. It really can kill my brain cells, not able to understand the whole problem, i am really haven a hard time to understand. The four of us, the bandon gelek girls only left me in class.haha..they fled after the facilitator leave the class. so fast sia..haha ..only me did not bon. really frustrated when i remind myself that i am going to study IT stuff for the next two years and it would be alot more tougher than the Visual basic which i am learning now. all i can do is not missing any of the computing module's class so that i am able to be at the normal pace and not lagging behind. I am going to study codes for 2 more years, really do not think i am able to do well, just by lookin at my state now. sian...

I am been "praised by my friends" that i am so guai, who every single day would go school. haha... i am just a simple girl who want to expect more out of myself and do my parents proud.simple mindset though...well, today's lesson end earlier by 1 hour,almost everyone start to play CS, but i end up lying on the table on top of my laptop and sleep soundly. i was surprised when i had actually slept for 1 hour, when Stanley wake me up..haha...

Sunday, August 5, 2007

bu neng shuo de mi mi

对你的爱:卓文萱

习惯闭上眼去感觉
淡淡的思念就很美
三月的微风
吹过秋飘过冬
睁开眼去体会
深深的烙印在心田
抬头望着天空
彷佛也飘荡着悸动

回忆在从前
从前只是不完美的恋
过往在哭曾经在笑感动只是一种情绪的反覆
眼泪在昨天
昨天永远只是一个缺如果只是
如果我会期待
大声说出来
我想要的爱

学着抛开学会释怀
所有的决定我都明白
爱应该是要勇敢去追
就不后悔只要我不后退
真爱将会变的更美
回忆在从前
相信未来是完美的恋
我不会哭继续微笑
选择把对你的爱寄向远方
决定说再见
今天将会是最后一天
过去不是永远明天醒来
最初的期待
我最真的爱

2 pails of clothes...


today really shuai..unlucky loh. washing machine washing my clothes and half way through leak water...sian. so wat happen to the unwashed clothes..? of cos i wash loh. scolded by my father some more, he say so little clothes still use washing machine. halo... if he did not see the amount of clothes inside e machine, i can tell him now. the clothes can fill up 2 of the pails- those for mopping floor de. wat can i do.. so sleepy after coming home from full day work. 11 1/2 hour lei...

no complain... cos i no still need to wash the clothes..if not wat i wear ah..haha. just plain tired.

Friday, August 3, 2007

BBQ on 01.08.07 = wat happen to the food?

BBQ on 01.08.07 = wat happen to the food?

finally got time to write about this issue here...haha. this class outin which we have is like ... dono how to say. friends injured from falling from the bicycles, having diarrhoea e next day- until today also got some still having uncomfortable stomach..aha. those who did not come for the bbq is lucky loh.. for mii... i am not among those who have diarrhoea, but i fall down from the bicycle.. i rent the two person de bicycle with my friend. due to unbalance, we fall down.. but did not end up knockin onto the tree..so still alive here..haha.

overall, this is a very nice outing at the east coast, the first outin with W46R and wil be the last, soon everyone will change class. sian...but rem this day with all the fun with them is enough le.
Thanks the girls, bandun gelek...haha. will always rem this night, with the breeze blowing against mii and cried. thanks pika and sheryl for the company...so surprise a lame guy like you can talk sense with mii..haha. thanks pika. n sheryl, u the best...thanks alot for not laughin at mii. luckily its at night...haha.

sitting there on the beach, with the wave coming towards you and move back, it took all my sorrows and memories went away with the breeze and the wave, the last time.... i am fully awake now...