Sunday, September 2, 2007

40 over bucks...


short of 40 something bucks...oh man.


Today a lot of customers loh..but short of 40 something bucks then can meet the target of 500 dollars le. so sad loh. If can meet 500 bucks for the sale then i can get additional of 50 cents per hour le.haha. alot le k.


Kind of surprise too, today i meet christ. He is shocked when he pass by my shop and i was shocked too. Cant discribe our look at that time, too funny. He just came from his church stuff and was shoppin around with his friends as what he told me. I ask him to buy something from my shop and he really decided to look for something. haha..As promised, i give him 20 % discount off. He and his group of friends-around 5 guys stand at my shop for nearly an hour just to look for one present, then in the end, they bought an earring rack for that girl. After lookin at the earrings for an hour, they decided to buy an earring rack. I nearly laugh out, guys are really funny when they buy stuff for girls.


However, today business really good, I think christ n his friends bring luck to my shop loh. Haaha.cos i don have time to entertain them when they are at my shop, hope they wont mind. Hope 2moro is a better day, more customers coming in and buy my stuff.


working time.


Start of my working life le...


Tomorrow is Sunday, so my rest day is used up and it is working time again. Really hope 2moro would have a lot of customers, if not I really would die of bored de. Ha…jk. All the best to me.

Friday...




Friday-so much fun.




This week I off on Friday and Saturday, while the rest of the days of the week work for the whole day. Friday is the celebration for teacher’s day, so went back to secondary school with a group of my girl friends- Phuishan, wanting, Sandra, Chaileng, Yongbing. In school, we also met a lot of other classmates, huiyi, vinci, jody, Benjermin, chuanyew, K.K, jakey and lots of others. Really happy to see them and the teachers, we bought slice cakes for those teachers who thought us before and chat with them for a while.




After that me, phuishan, chuanyew, benjermin, yongbing went to westmall to have our lunch, more like gossip session.haha. about those people who went back to secondary school and those who did not. Talk about our life in school and our future; suddenly feel that I become older le. Kind of sad also, when every one of them manage to get into the course which they had chosen in the first place while I am only squeezing into a course which is near to what I wanted to have, which is business. Everyone of them talk about what they are learning in their school and complain of how stress and compare about their studies. But what can I compare with them, I do the same thing everyday in school which is not related to the course which I choose. It is really a sad thing, as I can only see my friends’ future but I cant see mine. Upset over this for a lot of times le, after having our burgar king lunch, Phuishan and me went to the food court to carry on our gossip and our life then after satisfied with that, we decided to leave for home.



Actually, I planned to go home to wrap up the present for Jianfeng so that later that night can pass it to him. But the moment I am online, I start to do my online stuff…aha.. so in the end, use a box to put the present inside then find a nice plastic bag to put it in. Sincere enough ok? Haha. .. At 5.45 I went to JInhua’s block to meet her so that we will go to Science Centre mac to meet the rest of them and the birthday boy-Jianfeng. When we reach the Bukit combak Mrt platform, Jinhua introduced a guy friend to me-guowei. She did not tell me that we are meeting him, so I was kind of surprised. Guowei is a nice guy, who really very friendly, first time meet can also talk and laugh together. A funny and nice guy I can say.




After reaching Jurong East, the three of us went to buy a cake for the birthday boy with 6 persons chipping in the money. We celebrate for JianFeng at around 8 pm, so the rest of the time, we hang around in the science centre mac and chit chat. After the funny part of the celebration, we decided to went to JE to play pool. Which is more laughter than playing for me, so I think I pay $4 bucks there entertaining myself? Haha. But I really have fun that night, with friends around me, I am not that lonely and won’t be thinking of him at the moment. We played till 12.15 am, then take MRT home. By the time I reach home, I am really very tired. Thought would go sleep as soon as I reach home, but in the end, end up online till 2 am. Haha…addicted to online le.

really dislike can?


Really dislike can?


I really dislike the feeling of loneliness, so I also do not like those people who last minute cancels off something. If it is someone who is not important to me, I don’t think I care. There is a story behind it, during one of my past birthday; a group of my friends who planned to meet me to celebrate my birthday canceled the outing when I am already on the way to meet them. I was lonely, really upset over it, even till now. Every year for my birthday, I only wanted a group of my friends to stay by my side to celebrate my birthday, only sincerely and have fun together. That is so simple, isn’t it? I just do not like to feel the feeling of loneliness, especially during my birthday.
That day, he SMS me for supper at night and I reply him ok but need to wait till 10 pm after my work finish. He did not reply after that and I predicted that the meeting won’t turn out right in the end. As I expected he really SMS me at 10 pm to tell me that he do not think he is meeting me as he had a heavy dinner and was still full. So supper is canceled. I think for a while of how to reply his msg, thought of telling him that I did not have my dinner because he says will be having supper. But in the end, I only manage to type out the word “ok” to him. I am upset, I hate loneliness, especially that night I work at Bugis, and I was the last one to close the pushcart so feel so lonely. It is dark, no one there to listen to my complain of him, I am tired and angry. Hungry too, I smiled to my silly thought when I ask myself whether he cared of whether I had eaten or not. No, he doesn’t care. Shit. I really hate myself and start to dislike him too. He really let me have a taste of loneliness for so many nights. And I hate loneliness the most. I remember him told me before that he is sensitive and so he should be able to feel that I start to dislike him le. Mmm. I really feel sick and tired. We are still friends ba.