I need my morning call!!

I need my morning call!!

Today didnt go to school, really sick le...

I have e feelin tat after i ate e medicine last night, the chances of getting up this mornin is very low, so ask dear to give mii a mornin call...
In e end he call me late by 20 min. And i really cannot get up, when i realise tat i am already late.
I dont wanna go to school le. I am tired.

I have a dream, I dreamed that i went to school as usual even though i am late.
And everything went on as normal. The dream is so peaceful, i thought its real cos i do everything that i would want to do today in my dream. And when i wake up, i realise i im stil on bed and i had not being in school at all.... For one moment i thought my spirit had wander off when i am sleeping. I remember i feel that my father came to my room and touch my forehead and say i am not having a fever. But i cant rem it... i will ask him when he come back home.

Slept till 1 pm.... Tats when dear called miii... Think he is having break ba, And i am still sleepin tat time, so don really have the energy to answer him. haha...

So here i am, wake up with no food for mii to eat and no one at home. Struggle to cook a bowll of noodle. (nt maggie) and online surf net. I am tired. Just have one thing on mind, i have alot of things to be done but i have no energy to do them.... I am purely distrained.

Sick le...

Sick le...




Ok, now i officially post out here that i am sick.
I AM SICK.
haiz....
Dear also sick le...

Lol... after work, dear went out with his friends.
But good enough for him to come down after tat to accompany mii
till i do closing. Being with him, i seems to lost track of time.
Don't even mind to close shop late.
hahah...
But i know he mind....Tats y always rush mii....

LOl. Then we take train home together.
Listening to his Hp songs together with him.
It seems tat small things can be so happy to do together.

2 moro is another day.
got UT after school, which i haven even study now.
(promise dear to sleep at 12.30am de)
I tell him i want to study for UT, but i am here blogging.
Wahaha....

mmm... Sad, after UT still need to rush to RC to work till 10pm.
haiz.... I am sick, but no choice.... work= money.

Seems to lost track!!

Seems to lost track!!



I have lost track in a lot of things.
All blames to my time management.
There are a lot of things that need to be done,
But i don seem to be working on it.

*PP project needed to do ASAP
*Need to do well for UT
*Need to lose weight
*Need to be punctual for everything....
(seriously -0.5% for being late for class is not worth it)
*Be ready for all meetings: being a member of Student council
* Be ready for the contribution of time for meetings: being a secretary for SLC(CCA)

Haiz....
I cant multi- task....
tats y when things get more and more, I will choose to do nothing.
I can only concentrate on one thing,
which is one of e reason y i become so lazy to ask my friends out.
* I am blamed by my friends for not asking them out
* I am blamed by my dear for attending all the meetings and activities

mmmm......
I am tired to argue.

I think i am good in bottling up my feelings.
Cos i seem to be posting new posts at one go rather than constantly.

ok, got to go sleep now le.
I have work 2moro....
See wat i mean by poor time management?
LOL....

Just feel like typing down.

Just feel like typing down!






Thought of typing down a lot of stuff since yesterday night,
hoping to find a ideal blogskin ASAP tat time,
so i can display my feeling out ASAP too.

Well, now i got the chance to post here le.
But i dono wat i want to say le.
mmm....

Anyway, back to my life.
2day is a Sat, originally i am not working today.
But yesterday Boss sent msg to mi,
saying tat e staff for sat shift is sick.
So i went to work, work till 2 pm.
(don't dare to work full day, cos promise dear tat i am
spending e day with him)

Around 2, dear came by to Bishan to "fetch" mii...
Lol. Cos he coming down from Ben's house at bedok.
So after i finish work, we go eat pasta mania. (Cant finish)

After tat, went back to dear de house to watch video.
LoL.
His grandparents were at his house (visit) tat time with his parents.
Hhahha...
So awkward, when his mum introduced mii to them as classmate.
Well, luckily they didnt say anything. haha...

Anyway, i got e chance to have curry dinner at dear de house.
cook by his mum, I love the taste. haha...
mmm... Spent my day with him without going out seems enough for both of us.

2moro both of us going work, haiz...
A poor pair of couple.
hahahahha...

But A happy couple too.
Hope dear tomoro not to tired after work,
haha... so tat he can come down again to accompany mii work.
If not, i am sure gona sleep during work de.
The crowd there is really very say. haiz....

Random

Random






Just don seem to find the blogskin that catch my eye, So taken this one which is plain enough for mii to write my feelings down.
Last night work till 2 smt in the morning,
N only working on "searching of blogskin" and edit on it.
Sometimes, blogskin does represent the current state of mind of yours.

Well, tat applies to me.
I am in love, but I am not behaving like last time to my friends.
They also find it weird, when we went out recently.
Well, I rem i did bug around them all the time,
just to say about an eye candy.
LOL...
Maybe they cannot get use to me that i am not gossiping a lot about
my dear and mii.

* Friends
Maybe i am afraid ba,
somewhere inside myself told mii that
I shouldnt be too overjoyed.
I am afraid of failing again.
Maybe i have become more conservative to myself.
I know i am in love,
and i treasure it a lot.
The only difference is that I had not being showing to
people around mii or my friends that i am really very very happy.

Maybe i have done too much last time,
the part when i keep saying and saying about a specific guy. LOL...
In e end, it is meaningless.
Cos watever i said before is rubbish.

Suddenly i realise that true love is not on the mouth.
Times prove it.
Friends: some times i find it irritating of myself when i keep
talkin about my love relationship.
Which is why i become more reluctant to share more and show more.
Willing to share is one thing, but whether e other party
is willing to listen is also another thing.

I find my self turning low in mood whenever i realise that
the person who is listening is not intersted in whatever i am saying.

*actually i am just listing down my messy feelin here.
So tat means totally no link...