Thursday, October 4, 2007

Ur birthday



Its an empty promise in mii
Oct coming.
Ur birthday cames...
out of no where, i am afraid.
cos its something which is related to u.


13 th of oct.
ur birthday....
Thought of gettin u a present months before.
.....


Don ask mii y
......


Ever since i saw ur msn picture with her.
I know.I knew.
I am foolish.....
Buyin a present for u is not the major thing.
IF i buy it, it would become another thing which
is related to u.
I wan nothin more from u.


cos u r hers.
" the one who can heal ur past wounds"
sound familiar yeah?
haha...


lol
........


Ever being so foolish?



Dont ask me y!



Dont ask me why!


I am jus tryin to find some to express out my
feelings.
Since when, i realise i am being to soft in my feelings.
I depended and needed friends so much.
which resulted in me not able to control my own
feelings when friends start to
stay away from me, betray me or
dont talk to me.
I tend to imagine alot of stuf when u suddenly don talk to mii
I feel it, somehow with no explanation.
just feel not right.
Then u will see me emoing down there...
don ask mii y.
i cared thats y i tend to think alot.
This new class, really hope i can blend into it.
with new friends, its a beginning.
I missed my last class.
misses.....
Don be mistaken tat i am€ not happy in my new class
just tat don have the feelin like e previous class
Dont ask mii y./.\"
I just dont like people to dislike mii.
I am being stupid enough
to make sure i bring laughter.
I have always treated everyone nice.
With a sincere smile.
I am afraid of losing anyone of u.
Really.
But i must rem something,
i cant be tat good.
not possible to make everyone like mii..
no matter how good or sincere i am
there will always have people who disagree with u.
I need to change my mindset.
Hoping too much
only ending up hurting urself.
So why not
hope for something low and
safe urself from injuries.