Wednesday, November 14, 2007

recently



Recently


Friends had been discussing about going to Uni recently.
Talkin about their desired Uni... Sharing.
Obviously, I am not contributing it.
Hell. I dont even dare to say I also wanted to go Uni.
Cos I really wanted to go, but i am one kind who look at current state to
predict my future.
Since the day i landed in RP, i doubted...Doubted on my idea
on going Uni.
Well, how am i goin to say proudly tat i am goin to make my way to an desired Poly
when i cant even get into my desired course. haha...
No comment on tat.
Blame who yeah.

Nvm....
At least i am not struggling now.
So......
All e best to year 2 ba..
Jia You

when did i last update

When did i stop updating my blog?

I am not random k! i just felt hopeless with e feeling of not doing things which i have interest in. Thinking of it makes me feel miserable, Wat am i?
When is the last time i do something proud, i cant even rem.
Well, after consulting my Module mentor and my friends-
both secondary and current poly classmates.
I make one U turn back to my original state, which means i am not goin anywhere k.

First, there is no course changing in RP.
Secondly, changing poly needs to start one more year-
which means i will study 4 years of Poly.
Shit la...I am not goin to do that.
Landing up in Poly already let my parents pay so much le,
additional one year of studying means a lot.
Thirdly, my Olevel grade is not enough to get to business course in any poly,
it is a very big risk if i change poly.
Anyway GPA does not help you, can.
Ok...so like wat friend had say, when we cant change things,
we need to find ways to like it.
We do need to survive in this world right,
so whatever the problem,
we need to solve it whether or not it is within your likeness or not.

So here I am...In RP...
Like wat faci said, students here are not stress,
so where need to worry. But isnt it the reason why i am afraid,
frightened of the idea that i am not goin to make a way through my course in future.