Weird world.. weird people... silly me

Weird world.. weird people... silly me

Isnt it funny when girls r fightin over guys, thinkin
of all e strategies to get e guy's attention. n getting other people's partner seems like a
honour thing to do. got to accept e real world. innocent people!? haha.
tell mi tat i would believe tat...
really no mood to entertain those guys who thought i need their entertainment.
it makes mii feel sick.. all e same.

anyway...just let e world turn faster.
i need tat speedy head spinnin again..
cos it makes e world go faster...

got to accept e fact. i am foolish to realise it late
too late... too foolish...
wish i gt e energy to be like u.
wish i gt e heart to be like u.
enjoyin life like never before!

E world is still turnin

E world is still turnin

rem tat time i have high fever in school.
i cant even walk straight...
Iz accompany to busstop to take bus.
on e way out, he say i am so sick,
should ask mii bf come fetch mii, send mii home to rest.
HAHA!
well... one sword through my fragile body.
'oh! we broke up recently'
silence.
luckily my brain is not functionin tat time. if not i am goin to
head towards e toilet.
anyway by e time i reach e clinic, e world is turnin around mii...
haha. i just stare blank at e nurse, n try hard to listen to wat she is saying.

just now my dad talkin to relative on phone.
n yap. relative ask my dad about mii.
my dad is still in e dark, so he say i am attached.
another sword into my heart.

actually i dono y i am typin here. i cant stand myself free now.
every single day i would keep myself busy.
i don mind get sick... if only i can don think.
cos it makes me feel more foolish. i can never bear to hurt anyone.
so i choose to let u hurt me. but not e others... i cant stand it long.
give mii e basic respect will u. spare mii from all these 'slaps' on e face.
i am seriously embarrased...

Badly lost tis battle!

Badly lost tis battle!

so so so long didnt update my blog.
cos everyone is waitin for mii to update on tat.
n maybe ur bet had come through... yeah...
n don need to look at mii tat way.
i admit i lost... n tis time not only lost him,
but also lost myself. lost everything. lost e faith,
lost e face, lost e only confidence i have

yeap.i am wrong after all.
luckily now its holiday time, just only 2 weeks time,
every day in school is torture. cant stand those look.
they feel awkward, i can see e look.
n i still got to put on tat smile...
i look silly, don expect mii to suddenly burst into e toilet.
i am really drained tis time. all those looks, they knew, they saw.
n i got to face all these. face it.
wat u have done to me. RP is so small. everything tat u r doin is watched by others.
n i feel like a fool, waitin for others to explain to mii wat is happenin.

i am wrong. after all...
n i lost. she win. u win. everyone win.