Badly lost tis battle!

Badly lost tis battle!

so so so long didnt update my blog.
cos everyone is waitin for mii to update on tat.
n maybe ur bet had come through... yeah...
n don need to look at mii tat way.
i admit i lost... n tis time not only lost him,
but also lost myself. lost everything. lost e faith,
lost e face, lost e only confidence i have

yeap.i am wrong after all.
luckily now its holiday time, just only 2 weeks time,
every day in school is torture. cant stand those look.
they feel awkward, i can see e look.
n i still got to put on tat smile...
i look silly, don expect mii to suddenly burst into e toilet.
i am really drained tis time. all those looks, they knew, they saw.
n i got to face all these. face it.
wat u have done to me. RP is so small. everything tat u r doin is watched by others.
n i feel like a fool, waitin for others to explain to mii wat is happenin.

i am wrong. after all...
n i lost. she win. u win. everyone win.