Saturday, January 5, 2008

I am sorry... To u n mii!

I am sorry... To u n mii!

I shouldn't even had told u tat i am willin to try out with u first...
I am confused by everything u say...
I believe no more, which is why i say i will give us one week to try out as friends first...
N i cant promise u anything after my birthday...
I dont mind u cancel off the birthday celebration with mii,
cos it is the root to more disaster.
If u do not want to be friends first then just forget it,
cos i cant promise you that i will be your girlfriend when i don really know you.
Wats the point of hurting one another only when we get together,
only when we get together then we get to know each other.
No way, i don wan to do that...
I am an idiot...
Wat giving each other chance, i think i am giving myself one more time
to be crying down there...
N i am playing with ur feelings too,
cos i give u a chance then now i wanted to take it back...
Wat for Lixia...
Just because you still cant forget tat guy?
Why... Disappoint the other guy... I am evil...
Damn shameful of wat i thought of fairness when it comes to relationship...
Good... Now even canceled the celebration of my birthday with u.
U planned it...I destroyed it...
I want no more...
Like wat Ting had say, why trouble myself again when i am sure that
the feelin is not there in the first place...
Why start when you can see the ending....
My heart is not there...
I knew that, but i am so stupid that i want to give it a try with this guy.
But now i don even wan to start cos i no the result...
I am so sorry....
I ended it one more time....