Monday, March 30, 2009

My 'special' Monday

My 'special' Monday

(taken during my 19th birth)

Today is Jordan's birthday, a group of us go visit him at Kun Ming Shan.
Sorry jordan tat we appear to be short of words.
U know its difficult to talk to a photo n imagine its u.
Our birthday wish is sincere n really hope u will be happy up there.

Have dinner with ur dad, left a seat for u too.
Hope u enjoy ur birthday with us.
Every year we will celebrate all of our 'Family's Birthday together, n i am always very happy
to see a big group of us come together.
U will still be with us for our every gathering, we wont forget u.
Today really have a nice dinner with ur dad joining.
U have a very interesting n caring dad. N we know more abt ur childhood moments.
:)
this birthday gathering still have birthday girl peixuan n birthday boy benjamin.
"Its hard to forget e momories"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U"

I really enjoy each gatherings with this group of friends.
all e funny memories from sec to poly n even to our adult hood.
I really appreciate this friendship.
I only know tat i am always laughin when i am with u all.
"THANK YOU ALL"

My usual Sunday

My usual Sunday




My usual sun with unusual people :)
when servin customer, i accidentally saw a familiar face lookin at mii.
haha!!! Its HuiMin (ex classmate) yeah. both of us are surprised to see 1 another.
cos we r workin at e same place, same floor n only till now tat we realize our existence.
Kind of sad, too late to realize her existence at RC workplace. haha.
if not, it will become 1 of my motivation for work yeah!

Today being told tat e pushcart is only for 2 more days, then e contract will be due!
No worries, still have my work at J8.
I wan it to last but at e same time i wanted better jobs with attractive incentives.

Rather sad in e mornin cos customer broke our only mirror tat is for sale,
which cause 49.90. I am supposed to ask her pay, but stupid mii just happens to be soft-heart ed at e wrong moment. I actually think tat askin her to pay so big amt is not a good idea. "she also dint do it on purpose de'
N i actually let her off!!! Haiz... as a result i am bad mood for e whole day.
How m i goin to ans to boss right! n things broken always give mii a moody day.

Haha. but i seems to be happier when HuiMin bring her bf to say hi to mii.
it just makes mii happy :)
Sorry for e look on my face
how can i put it in 1 word? atonished??
haha... well, just surprised :)
not bad, her bf came down to find her for lunch, its a happy sight.

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no 1 understands wats love, n love has no meaning.
I stand there in e middle, lookin at all e couples who work past.
young ones or married ones, holdin hands.
I can actually just stare straight at tis pair of close young couple kissing away infront of mii.
just thinkin hard wat is tis love between them.
when tis bf pay for watever e gf choose from my shop, i smile to e guy thinkin wat is their love. when tis bf just stand at e side takin out his novel to read while letting his gf to finish browsing at e jewelleries, i smiled n thought wat is love.
when tis bf come to buy smt for his gf, n smile happily at e one jewellery tat he chose, i smile too :)
when u r in love, u no need to tell anyone, cos everyone can see from ur face, ur words n ur smile.
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As usual today hurt my finger as usual. as usual missed e train on purpose.
2moro goin to visit jordan with e rest.
when u haven accept e fact tat he is gone, u seems to be happier,
but now everything seems so clear tat i am not visitin him in person, my eyes blurred.

things cant be changed
hurt always recover with pain
broken vase cant be one piece again
lies n betrays left with only scars
today is tomorow, tomorow is another of today

when things cant be forced, just let it be.
when u forced to hang on to it, u still suffers when u have it.
who don wan to live it to e fullest right:)