Random

Random






Just don seem to find the blogskin that catch my eye, So taken this one which is plain enough for mii to write my feelings down.
Last night work till 2 smt in the morning,
N only working on "searching of blogskin" and edit on it.
Sometimes, blogskin does represent the current state of mind of yours.

Well, tat applies to me.
I am in love, but I am not behaving like last time to my friends.
They also find it weird, when we went out recently.
Well, I rem i did bug around them all the time,
just to say about an eye candy.
LOL...
Maybe they cannot get use to me that i am not gossiping a lot about
my dear and mii.

* Friends
Maybe i am afraid ba,
somewhere inside myself told mii that
I shouldnt be too overjoyed.
I am afraid of failing again.
Maybe i have become more conservative to myself.
I know i am in love,
and i treasure it a lot.
The only difference is that I had not being showing to
people around mii or my friends that i am really very very happy.

Maybe i have done too much last time,
the part when i keep saying and saying about a specific guy. LOL...
In e end, it is meaningless.
Cos watever i said before is rubbish.

Suddenly i realise that true love is not on the mouth.
Times prove it.
Friends: some times i find it irritating of myself when i keep
talkin about my love relationship.
Which is why i become more reluctant to share more and show more.
Willing to share is one thing, but whether e other party
is willing to listen is also another thing.

I find my self turning low in mood whenever i realise that
the person who is listening is not intersted in whatever i am saying.

*actually i am just listing down my messy feelin here.
So tat means totally no link...