Wats e worst thing

Change e worst

*Simply love tis folder from u. Its not empty,there is a reason why u smile (:

E worst thing is when u r not suppose to feel lonely,
but yet there is sense of loneliness.
E worst thing is when wide awake, but u feel so tired.
When u r suppose to be happy, but somehow cant find e reason
to be happy.
Somehow when u r suppose to do well in daily module, u didnt get e
grade u want.
Somehow when u really need someone there, u cant find anyone.
When u r so hungry, u just cant get e food into ur stomach. haha.
cos u don feel like eating when e food is in front of u.
somehow u just can see or feel e same as u should have.
When u really wanted to be nice towards parents, e words comin out from e
mouth just don seem right.
Parents are e only ones who stands right beside me. isnt it.
love those who love u so much.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

*E story begins

*E story continues...
with lots of love n love

The reality

The reality

*Being loved is wat keep mii going on

Yesterday talked online with a senior who graduated from RP.
He told mii a lot of the study life in RP, and the world out there is much more worst than
wat we r facin in school.
He let mii understand tat in order to survive, u got to show to the Faci how much u worth.
No matter how much effort u put in in class, but if u get poor grades for the UTs(exam),
u still wont get the "nice treatments" from the Facis.
He told mii tis "If u r e boss of the company, u prefer someone who can bring in sales to the
company or someone who always work till so hard but brings nothing to the company"

Now is my third year in RP, n i began to see so many stuffs which i had not wanted to believe they actually existed. Everyday be ready on your guard, be sure that the Faci know tat
u are doing work. If not even when team members gona backstab u,
u also got no idea why ur grade for e day is so lousy.
Other people can act one face infront of faci, another face with u. But who care,
tis is e reality, the Faci wont care so much about your "backend"effort. All she want
to see if whether e problem of the day is being solved not. Isnt tis e reality.
In e workforce, e boss wouldnt be interested whether how much nights u have spent in company just to finish the proposal. All he is interested is how much profit does ur proposal brings to ur company.

I got tis comment for the day for one of my module.
" To do well, your final output is just as important as your effort."
So my effort is there, but just because i presented my solution wrongly, wat i deserved from my effort for e day is flushed down the drain.

I have always believed that be good to others, u will get e same treatment back.
but after e conversation with my senior, i got to believe tat there r still people out there who
step on u in order to climb higher.
I cant bear to do tat, but for now i should always remind myself to beware of my back.
who knows right. e one who seems to work with u so fine, may be e one who backstab u.
its hard to let myself enjoy going school anymore.
i seem like going to battle. haha.
But its always good tat i have so many nice friends in school who can share my troubles with them. there are so many nice friends around mii...
tats how i survive through. :)