Wednesday, August 8, 2007

getting lower and lower...

Getting lower and lower
Now I am in class, having cognitive and problem solving module today. So i am blogging now when one of the group is presenting infront of me. Really getting more and more tired of comin to school everyday doing the same stuff- presenting and cracking my brain cells during the UT test. It is very obvious that everyone in the class is getting less and less entusiastic in our work, EG: blogging during lesson, CS when lesson is carrying on and MSNing infront of facilitator. Just bored from doing the same thing over and over again. Really need to have a goal in order to hold on and move forward, if not I believe that i would end up no where when I finish my poly life.
Changing class- a bad thing?

Every semester we would change our class, although it may feel sad and disappointed as we are losing each other, but sometimes i thought that it may not be a bad idea. Think of it again, we only become classmates for 4 months and most of us would start to have bad impression of each other. This is common as everyday we are having group work and presenting, we need to question each other's presentation in order to show that we are participating in discussion.

However, this results in us having conflict as most of us do not like to be questioned by our own classmates, afraid that it would affect their grade if they are not able to answer. Can you imagine, we keep changing our groups once in a while, so must learn to cope with all types of personality but we could not fully understand what others think. Thus all types of problems start to arise when we try to cooperate with each other as everyone are expecting different things when they come to school. Some people just want to slack, so when you stress them, they would find u irritating.

But what can you do? we need to work together to come out with the presentation slides for our third meeting. So changing class every semester may not be a bad idea. At least we will not become enermies now.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Am i up to the challenge?

Computing- Am i up to the challenge?


Today is computing module, so once again do codes. It really can kill my brain cells, not able to understand the whole problem, i am really haven a hard time to understand. The four of us, the bandon gelek girls only left me in class.haha..they fled after the facilitator leave the class. so fast sia..haha ..only me did not bon. really frustrated when i remind myself that i am going to study IT stuff for the next two years and it would be alot more tougher than the Visual basic which i am learning now. all i can do is not missing any of the computing module's class so that i am able to be at the normal pace and not lagging behind. I am going to study codes for 2 more years, really do not think i am able to do well, just by lookin at my state now. sian...

I am been "praised by my friends" that i am so guai, who every single day would go school. haha... i am just a simple girl who want to expect more out of myself and do my parents proud.simple mindset though...well, today's lesson end earlier by 1 hour,almost everyone start to play CS, but i end up lying on the table on top of my laptop and sleep soundly. i was surprised when i had actually slept for 1 hour, when Stanley wake me up..haha...

Sunday, August 5, 2007

bu neng shuo de mi mi

对你的爱:卓文萱

习惯闭上眼去感觉
淡淡的思念就很美
三月的微风
吹过秋飘过冬
睁开眼去体会
深深的烙印在心田
抬头望着天空
彷佛也飘荡着悸动

回忆在从前
从前只是不完美的恋
过往在哭曾经在笑感动只是一种情绪的反覆
眼泪在昨天
昨天永远只是一个缺如果只是
如果我会期待
大声说出来
我想要的爱

学着抛开学会释怀
所有的决定我都明白
爱应该是要勇敢去追
就不后悔只要我不后退
真爱将会变的更美
回忆在从前
相信未来是完美的恋
我不会哭继续微笑
选择把对你的爱寄向远方
决定说再见
今天将会是最后一天
过去不是永远明天醒来
最初的期待
我最真的爱

2 pails of clothes...


today really shuai..unlucky loh. washing machine washing my clothes and half way through leak water...sian. so wat happen to the unwashed clothes..? of cos i wash loh. scolded by my father some more, he say so little clothes still use washing machine. halo... if he did not see the amount of clothes inside e machine, i can tell him now. the clothes can fill up 2 of the pails- those for mopping floor de. wat can i do.. so sleepy after coming home from full day work. 11 1/2 hour lei...

no complain... cos i no still need to wash the clothes..if not wat i wear ah..haha. just plain tired.

Friday, August 3, 2007

BBQ on 01.08.07 = wat happen to the food?

BBQ on 01.08.07 = wat happen to the food?

finally got time to write about this issue here...haha. this class outin which we have is like ... dono how to say. friends injured from falling from the bicycles, having diarrhoea e next day- until today also got some still having uncomfortable stomach..aha. those who did not come for the bbq is lucky loh.. for mii... i am not among those who have diarrhoea, but i fall down from the bicycle.. i rent the two person de bicycle with my friend. due to unbalance, we fall down.. but did not end up knockin onto the tree..so still alive here..haha.

overall, this is a very nice outing at the east coast, the first outin with W46R and wil be the last, soon everyone will change class. sian...but rem this day with all the fun with them is enough le.
Thanks the girls, bandun gelek...haha. will always rem this night, with the breeze blowing against mii and cried. thanks pika and sheryl for the company...so surprise a lame guy like you can talk sense with mii..haha. thanks pika. n sheryl, u the best...thanks alot for not laughin at mii. luckily its at night...haha.

sitting there on the beach, with the wave coming towards you and move back, it took all my sorrows and memories went away with the breeze and the wave, the last time.... i am fully awake now...