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new year le then upload...Lazy right?
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My first off day for this week

My first off day for this week

I can be very enthu, N can be very lazy... haha..
Know wat i mean? I can write lots of blogs at one go but will also be MIAing for quite a while...
Friends should know wat i mean right?

Well... Lol...Lets start today's topic when i am still very enthu now to write blog...Dots.

Today went out with Hua to westmall, like usual i am cheated by her...
When i reach there, then she tell me that Jianfeng will come too N followed by Qinan.
N the reason for coming out will be shopping for GuoWei belated birthday present.
But she tell me we will be going window shopping before that,
haha... Bluff miii again.

So we shop n shop, In the end come down to buying 1 GB de memory card for GuoWei de HP which is Sony Ericson brand.
As wat tat two guys say, buy something which is convenience and useful....
Dots???
The idea of buying e memory card is thought before we go shopping de loh, so the time we spent on walking around is wasted loh? haha... Nvm. I anything la...

We went for dinner at mum working place, n ordered our dinner...
Like wat the guys say, they never eat such a big bowl of things for a long time le.
Haaaaha. So we waited for Guowei to come,
who is being bluff to come n play pool with us. Dots...
Then not much activity la...Joke around then play around,
shop finish le then we went home together.

Hua de HP spoil le, she damn sad...
Hope I cheer her up a bit yeah? Dono tat. haha...

I thought i can go home now>
But Chong How called Hua to ask her whether she still wan go out not,

As for mii- of cos will be pulled along by Hua to go with her loh. haha..
N guess what, i being bluffed by her again...
Only when we are reach Chong How de car,
then Hua tell me that we still not sure whether we wan go where with chong How de car...
So we are not only going to have coffee at Alif-coffee shop name loh?
which is not what Hua had told me before this.
Aiiii...Nvm, at this time, I am already inside Chong How e car.
So in the end he decided to bring us to this place- which i forget the name.
But it is a mountain with tower n you can actually see sentosa from there.
A very nice place for couple to go de... Its a very windy night....

So we reach there, then find this seat which is facing the cable car at Sentosa...
chong how sit between mii n hua...
We were playing around sia, with the idea of part time boyfriend...AHAHh...
The couples from beside the seat is looking at the three of us sia.
cos Chong How is having both mii n Hua in his arms...
Wahahha... then we still joke that maybe the guy jealous sia,
cos they two person but we got three....
so we chatted all the while, n joke all the way till it rained a little...

Then we went to Alif to have supper,
the idea of part time boyfriend still revolve around our conversation.
HAha... Funny sia.
the idea of setting up a website call the part time
boyfriend available for free also come up.
Contract of the time, no need reason,
can update the plan of resigning the contract bla bla bla..
Actually its the first time which i had know Chong how better le,
know his past and so on....
This night is great with the jokes n e super beautiful scenery in
front and around us. Its great....


I enjoy my day. How about u?

where am i ... where r u

Where Am i? Where R u?

I cant read guys mind... Totally a failure...
U can be saying such such nice nice things at one go...
N the moment i say i had another guy in mind...U vanished into mid air...
Every single of u... Guys...
I can say tat guys are the best magician in the world.
Girls like mii... Stupid de.. Just like a little audience sitting below the stage...
N shoo... the magician disappear N I cried... Total darkness....
Where R u? Say something.... Dont just ignore mii...
U know i am always here, with hp 24 hour on... but where r u?

Missses

Lets come straight to the problem

A approach mii again for bgr relationship...

N I make the decision of saying no to him one more time...
Stupid mii actually say I had another guy in mind...
I am just too... Dont want to give it a try when i am unsure of the outcome...

B just lost contact with mii... totally lost contact...
I make the step to contact him in msn... but no respond from him...
Wat happen to him towards miii.... Its so cold... Out of no where, he totally ignore mii...
Where am I now...
Where do i stand now...
I am in the middle of the ocean.. lost the life suit n not able to swim to the land...

I am dazzing to the sky n say this : why.
Did u heard it?

sad

SAD

I though besti friend would be e one who will always accept ur
apologies, even if it is
好朋友是唯一那个能够接受你的无理取闹的。
不是应该最能宽容你的缺点的吗？

I equally in need of talkin to u too...
I look forward for it too...
But In the end the apology is not accepted
n
I went home alone...
Totally helpless to given up the hope of sharing my troubles with someone.


I feel sad. ... We are more than normal friends.


........

my cactus

My cactus

I know my cactus lack of wat le.
It lack of security.
haha...

It commit suicide.
My mom accidentally drop it .
N it went all the way down to the ground( i live at 4th floor)
So its e end of it.

Aii...
my second cactus which cant survive more than one month.
Next time must rem to buy insurance for them le.
hahah

:)
Rest in peace
I feel so sad. . .