Feeling light-hear ted

Feeling light-hearted


today is the last day of my year 2.
during 2nd breakup then pon lesson le.
went with dear n ben to IT helpdesk to fix his VPN connection.
well, my predicted module grade for this module is C+, and i pon for the last day.
n i am sure i can get good grade today,
just feel light-hearted.

Dear going to left for thailand trip soon, its only this coming thurs.
2moro i work full, sun i work till 3pm (chinese new year eve), mon, tue new year time.
so i get to see him for wed, not for the whole day still.
just thought today pon might give us a little more time together.
Hhaha. so i missed the treat that our Faci is treating us.

after pon lesson, we went to Jurong Point to shop.
but decide to eat first. N we ate at this chinese restaurant at basement.
After eating we walk around, then feel tired so went home le.
So bored, its only 3pm. no one at home, guess wat, i slept through out....
when wake up is around 8pm. total darkness. still no one home.

n guess something, i am not even hungry till now. I slept too much, guess my stomach
still need time to digest my lunch.
2moro will be working full, all i wan is to distract myself from everything.
its like just wan to find someting to concentrate so tat u wont be having e energy to think of other things. Just like "distraction".

today i learned how to use livejournal, and set up my own account.
haha... so i did spent my time wisely today.
dint i? well. maybe a little not... haha
I know i should be sleepin now, but i can tell u tat i am fully awake now.

last day of school

Last day of school

next week will be the last week of school.
all i feel is not coming to school...
as the days goes by i am feeling really restless.
every day feel like goin home to sleep.
but when reach home i will find it hard to rest...

i keep thinking.
then think again.
n think some more.
some times.....
y are u doin this to me.

all the time wanted good results, but having good
attendance doesn't mean anything.
y do u give me the chance to do well, but still
let me flunk my tests...

y do u give me the chance to be leaders
but in e end give me more troubles.

some times i just think of going home to sleep.
just let mii sleep well without any sickness.
i need a good rest.

separatedx

Separated

walking in the rain today.
it really did kill the flame in my heart
i will not wan anything anymore...
GONE.

I walk all the way through the rain like no one business.
only at this point of time, even u cry also know one notice.
but i cant feel my tears though, think i have them all out
in the toilet le ba.
i have thought it through.
really think alot
there are more quarrels than i thought.
big n small.
now can still quarrel in public like no one business.
but i am still a girl. i still wan the face.
but i seems to get nothin of tat.
i am drenched but now have a clearer mind le.

girls need to pamper, cos they are emotional.
they are selfish in this area. thought it is reasonable to request to be pamper.
when they cry they need comfort. not shouts.

pamper yourself, buy something

Pamper yourself, buy something

new year is coming, find something to pamper yourself.

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I felt xxx

I felt xxx






i feel moody,
i feel tired,
i feel sleepy,
i feel stressed,
i feel lost

I feel like running away from everyone.
i don wan to celebrate wat birthday.
just don remind me of more responsibility and my future.
I wanted to have only now, this min, this sec.

Not up to standard

Not up to standard





Thought of showing myself that i can make a difference.
Find e chance, prove myself, joined Council.
But i realize i am still not tat good to get things done by my own.
As days went by, i thought tat maybe i should just mind my own business.
Just be a good student, attend my lesson and Graduate with my own business.

Fed up with school life. I wanted a goal. It is there but i am not working on it.
I thought, i thought maybe i can still be the star but
what have i done.
I am plain lazy.

Today is my first day of school
ZZZZZ