Test is half hour away

Test is half hour away

UT will be starting soon at 4.15 later.
My mind is into different "segments",
i swear myself to don bother anything that
is non of my business.

maybe if i can do that i will be very happy.
In my own lala land.
sometimes, things cant be changed
everything is about fate :)

horizontal lines

horizontal lines

nothin to say to support my title for today.
ting. maybe u will understand ba.
I reach out my hand, touch the cold and take back my hand.
once and once upon a time.
i am just a simple simple girl,
who wanted simple simple things.
Life is too complicated to be simple.
Wat u wan is not wat u get.
one day, this girl will look upon the sky and shout
"where e hell is this!"
ting. how i wish we were back to those days.
"rem the times we stuck in kbox?"
where i sing till cried. who cares right.

Horrible month

Horrible month








Honestly speaking, i am not goin to have good GPA results
for this semester. I forsee it, nop! i can see it.
I really cant do well in those which i lacks interest in.
all the moldules which involves codings, i flunk in them...
I studied, but... flunk. Even suai suai have fever on one of e day
when i have UT test for one of the coding modules.
.....

Days n days i have been looking forward to this day when
i can choose to study something that is within my
interest, finally module selection time is here and
i am making the choice again.

When the chance is within my grab, i still
feel reluctant of which to take.
So in e end....

i chose
Health care applications &Manufacturing and logistics systems
for my core modules.
AND
marketing
& sales management for my electives.
I just don wan to challenge myself anymore
by choosing something which is useful in society but
i don't like it. Just like accounting.
Really hope i got a future- A bright one in my career

............................................

Financial status





Haven being working for 3 weeks le, coming to 4 weeks le.
Haiz... haiz...
haven got the time to go down to shop to take my last month pay.
which is too little to count.
Hai... i am lookin for new jobs..
anyone recommend one for mii?
I need money money...

Today went to dear's house after my botanic garden trip.
its a wonderful trip with the youths at WCC.
there is this art exhibition goin on there, art pieces are
done by the inmates in the prisons.
they are wonderful, i can actually touch them through the paints.
After the trip, went back to WCC for briefing, by the time i take bus
to dear's house, its rainin heavily.
At night eat at dear's house, save the meal for the day...
Dear wanted to say tat ba?
haha... Haiz...
actually should go n meet shan, ting and cherly they all de.
Celebrating cherly's birthday in advance.
a simple dinner shouldn't cost much right? i am thinkin of tat.
But dear's mum just went down to buy dinner, too late to do anything.
Bu hao yi shi to go before she went up. so i reject ting's request...
haiz.
without money, alot of problems...

Friday mood

Friday mood

Today is another friday,
not much plan.
went home alone, cook lunch to eat.
use laptop.
I felt more than not feeling well.

happy 6 months anniversary

Happy 6months anniversary

Time flies, real fast.
Its actually our 6th months anniversary.
Celebrated this special day with dear's
best buddy-junjie & his gf huimin.

me and dear celebrating half year anniversary,
and junjie & huimin celebrating their 1 year anniversary.
The date is actually the same, so qiao loh.
both anniversary is on the 11th.
Its actually dear n junjie de childhood promise, to
celebrate their anniversary together.

Dear saved a lot of money for this special day,
we have our dinner at this Australian restaurant.
After having our expensive meals, we walk around clarke quay
and end up in the "Elephant" pub.
Listen to the band performs and drink tiger?
ooops.haha...

really enjoy this day with dear, though i really wear my heels till
very pain. I really love the eyor that dear bought for me.
He actually rem this eyor that i come across at AMK hub.
N my first rose from my dear.
Its in purple color de, my fav color somemore.
So happy...


more n more anniversaries for us.

raining

Raining

These few days it had keep on raining.
So many people get sick le.

Yesterday rains very heavily,
n I am drenched.

The story starts like this.
Yesterday i went to school for PP presentation,
n the only things that i bought is the posters and
my ez-link card n posb card.

After i finish my presentation,
it had already started to drizzle outside school.
And it is becoming bigger as i walk towards causeway.

I took bus 900 to dear de house
and was reminded alot of times to alight when i saw 888 plaza.
But the more i am reminded, the more forgetful i seems to get.

I seems to have this habit of staring into the rain when outside is raining,
so subconsiously i am doing what i should not be doing.
Which is stare at the rain from inside the bus,
and missed the stops.
When i finally get back to my concious,
i have no idea where i am.

So i called dear n ask where i am,
n it is ofcos a very idiot question, how would he know.
but he guess i should have missed a few stops le.

Dear didnt realise where I am, he
actually ask me to walk back in the opp direction.
As i also thought maybe i only missed one stop,
so walkin back should be no problem.
But the more i walk back, the more i realise there is no
shelter back to the previous stop.
So i stand there blankly n think what to do.

So i run all the way back to the stop which i alighted and run across
to the other side to take the bus back.
luckily this time i am able to spot 888plaza,so alight in time.
I realise i actually missed 2 stops.
After i alight, i actually run towards the opp direction of the road,
which later realise i am wrong, so i ran back.
So all the while i am running in the rain...
When dear's mum open the door for me,
she is kind of shocked.

Dear later help me dry my hair, and i changed to my dry clothes
(which i left at his house the previous day)
Though dear called me when i am at below his block
and told me that he should have go n fetch me,
but i dont know why i just feel more sad.
I think this is why when i saw him,
i am emotionless...
I think i am feeling sad at that time ba.
I always feel sad when i felt helpless in the rain.

Well, but feel much better after dear cook for us.
After have our meals,
i fall asleep in dear's bed.
Actually i should have realise the reason is becos
i am starting to get sick le.

......

Late in the night, i started to cough very badly.
till my chest also pain le.
morning when wake up, throat felt very dry
and thinking why the weather so cold.

through out the day in school, my sore throat become
more serious. N i am feeling dizzy and 100% freezing.
Jiali(group mate) is complaining that she feels warm,
and i am like grabbing on to my jacket.

I am suppose to meet allynn,apple and elieen for dinner today de,
but i really dont feel right.
its not only the sore throat, my body is not feeling right.
So after a short meeting with council advisor,
i left for home. When walkin out of school,
i feel like floating, then heard someone from behind called me.
Its stanley from my last last last sem de, i actually stand there for
10 seconds before saying 'ehhhhh' helo...
haha...

the first thing he ask is why i look so emo,
haha...then i told him i am sick,not emo...
so he walk with me to the control station,
still wan to get pay for the protection fees!
lol... But thanks for his concern also.

..........

After i reach home, i really cant think straight le.
i am dizzy and very cold.
when take my temperature with thermometer,
shocked to see 38.1 degree Celsius.

.....

know i am very sure why i felt that i am goin to flunk my UT that i took before i left the school.
Today's UT is web application, and today's problem is
also web application.
just imaging i am having fever when i am taking the test...
hw well can i do?
......

2moro is friday le.
time flies...
haiz...
monday still have UT.
n i still have one activity to carry out in school.
haiz....
think 2moro i meet ting for dinner ba.
relax a bit ba...haha

Camp for U & I

Camp for U & I

my day

My day...





My sleepy morning started with the horror of reviewing my grade for UT 1 Operating system.
I actually got a D+, 11 out of 28 some more.
Such a disgrace.
Wat for study. Dint even appear on my grade.
Did i ever say i am tired of studying le?
No motivation no motivation.
Especially struggle till the end just get GPA of 3.4 something.
Not one time touch 3.5
Its just 0.5 difference....

Well. My day started with an alarm of how bad my situation is.
I actually TANA
= talk and no action.

home sweet home

Home sweet home





After 4 days of camp in school,
I am really exhausted.
One part of me really missed dear.
Another part of me really wan to go home and sleep.

Being the team leader during the camp really means
a lot of extra work.
I have 8 team members in my team.
Just nice, 4 girls, 4 guys.
We really do have a lot of fun.
And it really means a lot when my team members
sent me MSG after camp, to thank me for their
3 days in camp.

During camp, some of the major activities we have
includes Amazing race(around singapore), Tele match(around RP our school), Food Quest(around jurong point) and Mass dance.

Back on Friday night, reach home around 9.30
and celebrates father's birthday.
I think i am really too tired & falling sick till now,
that i destroy everyone's mood in celebrating.
Haiz....

I slept from 11 on friday night till 3.30 pm on sat afternoon.
Dear laugh at mii for sleeping so long.
After tat i go meet Dear.
when i see him, the first thing i wan to do is to laugh.
WHEHAAHAHAHHA
Dear actually cut his hair till so short, that makes his face look so round.
whahhahahahah.....
Actually i quite envy dear de.
He always give me a confident feeling in everything he do.
Which is something that i really lacks of.
Dear finished his PP presentation and he is quite confident with his performance.
I really feel happy for him, but somehow feel sick when i think of my own performance.

Oh well.
Now i am sick le.
cough cough, sneeze sneeze, yawns...ZZZ