counting down to 2009!!!

Counting down to 2009!!!

Today is the last day of 2008,
though dear feel tired after 4 full days of work,
he still make the attempt to meet me for dinner.
Really happy to have him with mii today.
But just didnt end the day with him nicely,
i just ended with gloomy face and giving the excuse tat i am just tired.
I also dono y, maybe i feel his tiredness ba.

Am i too childish? Y do i need to have someone to be with me
for every festivals or days tat people are celebrating.
this will be the last year tat i am happy celebrating ba,
next year, nope, its next month i am turning 20.

i don think i will be pulling people to celebrate with mii le.
Dear i just feel lonely inside when i am not able to find someone to celebrate some special days with me. I am not being not understandable.
but i think i understand le, next time don force urself to celebrate with mii,
if u are tired just tell mii. Don bother my emoness.

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2009 is approaching, 7 min to 10.30pm
didnt bother to go down to alif with friends
i am home now, alone...
too late, don bother to do anything...
don ask mii go down cos i am plain xxxx
mmm

i rem 2007 new year eve i celebrated
with yam n hua at alif.
we chat chat chat chat till we didnt notice the year 2008 arrived.
hahahhaha.
:)

now 2009 is arriving,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS POST

N HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE I LOVE, ALL E BEST TO EVERYTHING WE DO!!

PS: I LOVE DEAR

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TO THE NEW 2009
I WISH TO HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE
AND KICK ALL MY BAD HABITS