W 46 R formal day





Us... lovin each other..hehe




the three lamers...haha






Hey girls...





W46R...

放手会比较好过。一直停留在你的口袋里，无法呼吸，无法明白天空的辽阔是为了我，雨后的新鲜空气如此清新。美好的回忆就如你的背影，模糊不堪，捉不倒也摸不到。轻快的的脚步减轻了负担，让我舒适的走出爱情英霾。自由飞翔。。。 无需挂虑与牵挂。天上一万颗星星， 我只不过曾今闪烁过。 微笑拥抱憧憬。感觉自己的安慰。微笑。。。

NDP Preview..........wooooo

NDP preview.satisfaction???

This is such an funny day, plannin to go to pulau ubin with brother n father in the mornin but end up goin IMM to shop. buy quite a lot of stuff and end up payin balance for the family photo taking. haha...my father really regret to go shoppin with mii sia...cos every time with mii, he would spent a lot. I don know y loh..think i good at pursuadin ba.ha

When shoppin, my besti frienx vinci called to ask whether i am free to go NDP preview or not, n i need to go meet her asap loh. Ha... so after shoppin finish with father, i rushed to meet her and off we go to marina bay. Free tickets???

wooo... the atmosphere there is really fresh n nice. with the unique way of structurin the 'stage', it enables us to view the sea as well as enjoyin the performance. really cool.. last time not able to see the navy police and navy ships performing with high speed across the sea. real shok??? haha...then army soldiers will also went up to the audience seats and post for everyone to see, it was the first time, they were so near, just beside us... with their guns pointin at the audience. haha. a lot of shok moves, which cant be found in e past NDP.

the best part is the firework at night... last time the firework is behind us, so not very comfortable to see and cant see the whole process. but this time, every single firework will be directly infront of you and the buildings behind the merlion will also light up firework...so can you imagine so many big and nice fireworks up on the sky... no one blockin u..wao.cant use word to describe. haha.

my friend JY is in the air force of honour, i thought it is not possible to spot him there, but i actually saw him..haha.. he is inside the NDP booklet which is given to the audience...dono he know or not.. haha. well. i sms him to tell him tat i am at the preview. thought he would be surprised cos i didnt told him i am goin.. but haha..he did not seem interested.. from the msg he sent mii... no la. if he saw wat i write here, he would deny de loh. haha..so i think he is tired from the preview, so don feel like entertainin mii through e sms..haha. think so...forget it. overall. . . i really think this is the best NDP ever.... the atmosphere is up there, with the music fountain and colourful costumes which the performers wear...wao..if possible i wan to go watch the real NDP in August..

Its time..

encourage by friends...thanks all my girl friends...u all e best.haha.listenin to all my craps and emo stuff. N u all also complain about the emo standard of my blog content...so after reflectin on it, i thought i am givin my self too much chance to get emo and writin emo stuff over and over again is not doin myself anygood. It actually makes me stay in my ground, so i must learn to let go...every thing Now. start afresh girl. don worry anyone and don thing over it. no poin anyway...it takes so long to say this. start afresh... Move on everyone...2moro is a better day...bla bla bla..^.^

What do i need?

Sometimes...tats mii

Sometimes i am puzzled by what i really need. When i was at school today, i feel that i really to go home and sleep before i collapsed. Just feel so tired and sleepy today. I think too much brain cells were killed during the UT in the morning. When i reach home, i really went to sleep although i am not feelin very sleepy at tat time. Haha...so just for e sake of sleepin as i promise myself i will get myself some sleep...but the main thing is i forget to set my alarm clock, so when i wake up, it was after 9 pm. the funny thing is i thought it is only 7 pm. so i was quite happy with myself tat i am able to get up without alarm clock.ahah. when i saw the time shown on the clock in e livin room, i was like so sian...tat feelin came back again...wat do i need ? do i really need to sleep for that long...i can use the time to do other things. And wat for i sleep for so long and now i cant go sleep because i am 100% energetic. haha...sometimes i just get upset over myself just because of very small things... tats mii i thing...tend to think alot which leads to my life a struggle. Isn's it better to be a happy go lucky person...

failure

Failure?

Failure really will only remain as a failure when you know where went wrong but did not ammend it. Plan laziness is my strongest weak point, talk no action added to it and half way giving up. really fraustrated over myself, when will i ever do myself proud. over time and time of failure, i regret it and promise not to do it again,but in the end everything came back and i am doin e same mistake.

lookin at those who went to the same poly like me, i really look down on myself more. I was in the second class in sec school, study so many subjects and use so much money to take the o papers. Taking another language( higher chinese) is a wasted of money, didnt manage to go to JC, so the energy and money put in takin O level chinese went down straight to the drain.

lookin at my friends who manage to do well and get into what they choose, i really don feel like lookin at them. it is a matter of self confidence here, they did not laugh at mii but i am laughin at myself.why and why. I had being asking myself over and over again why i landed up in this situation. why wont i do better? I hate myself for this...half hearted and no determination.

some thing need to be done girl...need to be done