Monday, March 23, 2009

I also wan confirmation

I also wan confirmation


*i also cant rem who give mii this (its gone already)




Lookin at people around mii, i realize most of us need confirmation.
whether in e things they do or the dreams tat they have.
N confirmation does not means everyone can give u tat.
So we would look for someone u trust, u love and most imptly.
U know tat tis person will confirm u n get rid of ur unhappy thoughts and support u.

Well i can say tat i dont get those from my family.
Lookin at other children's confident smile when their parents come to support them,
whether big things or small things. I will always smile happier than them.
cos i wan to act like i got more loved ones to support mii.
Dumb mii!

She can be prettier, he/she can be more clever, more caring, more anything...
N i know e most tat i am not tat good. whether being a Gf, daughter, student and a sis.
But everyone needed a confirmation from others.
n dis confirmation msgs like "she really tat good?" does hurts. So give everyone e confirmation tat they needed, whether u agree with them or not.
its does not feel good when everytime u got to hear from someone is tat u still have things to improve or things to change.
No one is perfect, n being with ur loved ones who accept ur imperfect feels lovely.
Since e day i am borned, i am not feeling accepted.
which results in this present mii for wanting be accepted,
all i know is "more friends is better than enermy"...
N to come across ones who accept u for who u r is fortunate n lovely...

:)
in order to be accepted, i changed over the years.
for those who have know mii for years would understand.
I changed every year... whether its good or bad.
n changin for people is very tiring...
N depressive when u r not able to do tat..
:(

Sunday, March 22, 2009

My work!!!

My work!!!

my work as sales assistance is getting out of my mind already.
i thought i enjoy this job, but end up feeling more restless as
days went by. My work is simply like this
*serve n help customers
*repair for customers
*listen to complains n get scolded for nothing
*be polite n don ask them F off...
N don complain when ur noodle get dry when listenin to customers complaining

i am just tired ba, esp when dint have good rest these 2 nights.
so lack of sleep does do e magic,
which is raise my voice at customer
(opps, i dont normally do tat)

I wanted a new job, n i m lookin for one.
but outside are lookin for full timers, no vacancies for part timers.
my situation now is (workin with my soul flying off)


zzz... so i drawn pictures, read magazines, play hp games till no battery n DAZE at no where!

(draw a kitty to have more sales-plain sleepy)

haahah. i am just restless, maybe i have lost e enthusiasm in tis job.
i wanted to learn new things n most impt, i wanted a job with colleagues working with u.


Leng's Birthday

Leng's Birthday

I know a bit too late to update on this.
haha...but nvm.
lets share about this special day.
(with photos)
Really hope Leng happy on tat day. haha...
hope e surprise with our food does makes her happy :)

(idiotic photo by Ting) LOL

(hope u can see we prepared spaghetti here) HAHA!

(N it does taste nice loh) HAHA!

(best companion) hahah!

(isnt it cute as a present) :)
(ate at tis new restaurant at marina square: TANG DIAN WANG)


happy birthday to leng :)

My New Sem ahead!!!

My New Sem ahead!!!

(took this when at work. see e magic of editing)

Just came home from work, 2moro got to go with Ting to changi
Airport to send Shan n e rest to China.
Just learned about my new Classes*
which means 4 different classes for everyday with diff classmates.
God!

i cant imagine how m i goin to survive through.
the school system changed,
New UT gradin to adapt,
new school timing to adapt,
new classmates to adapt,
new FYP team to adapt,
I AM GOIN TO STRUGGLE THROUGH...

Haven even start this new sem,
N i have already being discouraged.
one word
SIANS*

Below are my new classes.
Day 4 - Healthcare Applications 1 (C367) @ W67F-C
Day 3 - Manufacturing and Logistics Systems I (C361) @ W67A-C
Day 2 - Sales Management (B217) @ E56P-B
Day 1 - Marketing (B216) @ E56P-B

FYP NAME
PORTFOLIO MANAGEMENT SYSTEM

Looking at wat i have chosen for my course,
i am now more confused of my future. really...
being one with goalless is tiring.
though there are still familiar faces in my new classes,
but the one tat i wish to see is not there.
fated? is it a good thing... HAHA
SIANS DOUBLE



Monday, March 16, 2009

My weeks ahead

My weeks ahead

It will be busy, i think...
tryin to keep myself as busy as possible.
Nothin is as safe as money goin into pocket.
hahaha.

Just changed my blogskin, n tat is only done once in a while.
cos everytime when i change it will mean only one thing.
"Changes"
I am still lookin around for nice features to add in to my blog.
So it takes a while before i have some nice contents in my blog.

just have hot milo for my tired day... to warm my stomach.
then realise it is lunch time, so cook noodles. But after few swallows,
i am full...
so i am here typin.

Went for leng's birthday yesterday. (will update one post with photos on this)
went for QTing's birthday yesterday. (will update one post with photos on this)

*life can be so interesting n fun... but nothin is forever, n now i prefer to enjoy only
the moment.


Friday, March 6, 2009

for the past 2 weeks

For the past 2 weeks

Decided to use photos to take over words...