counting down to 2009!!!

Counting down to 2009!!!

Today is the last day of 2008,
though dear feel tired after 4 full days of work,
he still make the attempt to meet me for dinner.
Really happy to have him with mii today.
But just didnt end the day with him nicely,
i just ended with gloomy face and giving the excuse tat i am just tired.
I also dono y, maybe i feel his tiredness ba.

Am i too childish? Y do i need to have someone to be with me
for every festivals or days tat people are celebrating.
this will be the last year tat i am happy celebrating ba,
next year, nope, its next month i am turning 20.

i don think i will be pulling people to celebrate with mii le.
Dear i just feel lonely inside when i am not able to find someone to celebrate some special days with me. I am not being not understandable.
but i think i understand le, next time don force urself to celebrate with mii,
if u are tired just tell mii. Don bother my emoness.

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2009 is approaching, 7 min to 10.30pm
didnt bother to go down to alif with friends
i am home now, alone...
too late, don bother to do anything...
don ask mii go down cos i am plain xxxx
mmm

i rem 2007 new year eve i celebrated
with yam n hua at alif.
we chat chat chat chat till we didnt notice the year 2008 arrived.
hahahhaha.
:)

now 2009 is arriving,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS POST

N HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE I LOVE, ALL E BEST TO EVERYTHING WE DO!!

PS: I LOVE DEAR

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TO THE NEW 2009
I WISH TO HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE
AND KICK ALL MY BAD HABITS

Test is half hour away

Test is half hour away

UT will be starting soon at 4.15 later.
My mind is into different "segments",
i swear myself to don bother anything that
is non of my business.

maybe if i can do that i will be very happy.
In my own lala land.
sometimes, things cant be changed
everything is about fate :)

horizontal lines

horizontal lines

nothin to say to support my title for today.
ting. maybe u will understand ba.
I reach out my hand, touch the cold and take back my hand.
once and once upon a time.
i am just a simple simple girl,
who wanted simple simple things.
Life is too complicated to be simple.
Wat u wan is not wat u get.
one day, this girl will look upon the sky and shout
"where e hell is this!"
ting. how i wish we were back to those days.
"rem the times we stuck in kbox?"
where i sing till cried. who cares right.

Horrible month

Horrible month








Honestly speaking, i am not goin to have good GPA results
for this semester. I forsee it, nop! i can see it.
I really cant do well in those which i lacks interest in.
all the moldules which involves codings, i flunk in them...
I studied, but... flunk. Even suai suai have fever on one of e day
when i have UT test for one of the coding modules.
.....

Days n days i have been looking forward to this day when
i can choose to study something that is within my
interest, finally module selection time is here and
i am making the choice again.

When the chance is within my grab, i still
feel reluctant of which to take.
So in e end....

i chose
Health care applications &Manufacturing and logistics systems
for my core modules.
AND
marketing
& sales management for my electives.
I just don wan to challenge myself anymore
by choosing something which is useful in society but
i don't like it. Just like accounting.
Really hope i got a future- A bright one in my career

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Financial status





Haven being working for 3 weeks le, coming to 4 weeks le.
Haiz... haiz...
haven got the time to go down to shop to take my last month pay.
which is too little to count.
Hai... i am lookin for new jobs..
anyone recommend one for mii?
I need money money...

Today went to dear's house after my botanic garden trip.
its a wonderful trip with the youths at WCC.
there is this art exhibition goin on there, art pieces are
done by the inmates in the prisons.
they are wonderful, i can actually touch them through the paints.
After the trip, went back to WCC for briefing, by the time i take bus
to dear's house, its rainin heavily.
At night eat at dear's house, save the meal for the day...
Dear wanted to say tat ba?
haha... Haiz...
actually should go n meet shan, ting and cherly they all de.
Celebrating cherly's birthday in advance.
a simple dinner shouldn't cost much right? i am thinkin of tat.
But dear's mum just went down to buy dinner, too late to do anything.
Bu hao yi shi to go before she went up. so i reject ting's request...
haiz.
without money, alot of problems...

Friday mood

Friday mood

Today is another friday,
not much plan.
went home alone, cook lunch to eat.
use laptop.
I felt more than not feeling well.

happy 6 months anniversary

Happy 6months anniversary

Time flies, real fast.
Its actually our 6th months anniversary.
Celebrated this special day with dear's
best buddy-junjie & his gf huimin.

me and dear celebrating half year anniversary,
and junjie & huimin celebrating their 1 year anniversary.
The date is actually the same, so qiao loh.
both anniversary is on the 11th.
Its actually dear n junjie de childhood promise, to
celebrate their anniversary together.

Dear saved a lot of money for this special day,
we have our dinner at this Australian restaurant.
After having our expensive meals, we walk around clarke quay
and end up in the "Elephant" pub.
Listen to the band performs and drink tiger?
ooops.haha...

really enjoy this day with dear, though i really wear my heels till
very pain. I really love the eyor that dear bought for me.
He actually rem this eyor that i come across at AMK hub.
N my first rose from my dear.
Its in purple color de, my fav color somemore.
So happy...


more n more anniversaries for us.