Monday, May 11, 2009

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

Happy 1 Year Anniversary


*E story begins


















*E story continues...
with lots of love n love



Sunday, May 10, 2009

The reality

The reality

*Being loved is wat keep mii going on

Yesterday talked online with a senior who graduated from RP.
He told mii a lot of the study life in RP, and the world out there is much more worst than
wat we r facin in school.
He let mii understand tat in order to survive, u got to show to the Faci how much u worth.
No matter how much effort u put in in class, but if u get poor grades for the UTs(exam),
u still wont get the "nice treatments" from the Facis.
He told mii tis "If u r e boss of the company, u prefer someone who can bring in sales to the
company or someone who always work till so hard but brings nothing to the company"

Now is my third year in RP, n i began to see so many stuffs which i had not wanted to believe they actually existed. Everyday be ready on your guard, be sure that the Faci know tat
u are doing work. If not even when team members gona backstab u,
u also got no idea why ur grade for e day is so lousy.
Other people can act one face infront of faci, another face with u. But who care,
tis is e reality, the Faci wont care so much about your "backend"effort. All she want
to see if whether e problem of the day is being solved not. Isnt tis e reality.
In e workforce, e boss wouldnt be interested whether how much nights u have spent in company just to finish the proposal. All he is interested is how much profit does ur proposal brings to ur company.

I got tis comment for the day for one of my module.
" To do well, your final output is just as important as your effort."
So my effort is there, but just because i presented my solution wrongly, wat i deserved from my effort for e day is flushed down the drain.

I have always believed that be good to others, u will get e same treatment back.
but after e conversation with my senior, i got to believe tat there r still people out there who
step on u in order to climb higher.
I cant bear to do tat, but for now i should always remind myself to beware of my back.
who knows right. e one who seems to work with u so fine, may be e one who backstab u.
its hard to let myself enjoy going school anymore.
i seem like going to battle. haha.
But its always good tat i have so many nice friends in school who can share my troubles with them. there are so many nice friends around mii...
tats how i survive through. :)


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

IT advance

IT advance



Did i mention tat my desktop spoiled?
so tat means my brother is sharing my laptop.
n my cousin will be using my laptop during weekend when he is coming over.
N now more interesting, as if 3 people sharing e laptop is not enough.
My parents also join in e 'Fun'.

Have webcam videoing with relatives from China. First my father sit there in front of my laptop for hours. i waited fall asleep. then i am woken up by my mom's super loud voice.
n realize its already 10 plus. N e relatives from e other side keep taking turns to talk to my parents.
But really cant comment on tat cos my mom haven seen them for many years.
N from her tone of voice. YEs! we all know she is overjoyed to see their faces.
So there goes e "u look thin, u look fatter, we all grow old" type of conversations.
N i fall asleep again.
I wanted to tell my mum to chat another time cos i haven done 2 RJs including evaluation n quize. But i cant bare to do tat, cos its really rare for mum to see this group of relatives as they migrate to another part of china for business for quite few years.
So i waited n finally able to get my laptop back around 11 plus.
N i really panicked, but still manage to finish both RJs on time n evaluations.
Pwwww..
haha. yes!!!

N to remind myself, i heard my mom mention something about continuing using e webcam conversation 2moro with e relatives again. *faint* HAHA

Flowers

Flowers


there are 2 types of flowers,
one survive in e wild, most friends thought i am able to survive on my own.
Independent, able to take care of myself.

Another type of flower which is being taken care off.
So everyday there will be watering n often trimming of the leaves.
People thought extra care should be given to u as u wont be able to take care of yourself.
U deserve to be treated with more care as u worth a lot of money and time.

Its just tat u dint met e chance
to been brought home by someone to take care of?
Is it because not worth e time, cos its just a flower from e wild.
No money is spent on buying, thus no mention about e time to spent on taking care of.

Even though u are being brought into e home, but e owner somehow still thought u r a wild
flower thus u will be able to survive well without his extra care.
N there u are, near to the window yearnin for e rain n sunshine outside.

so which type are u? hahah


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Interesting Lesson


Interesting Lesson

Today we are having sales marketing.
No presentation slides to work on.
We used Skype to make cold calling with between the class n our group.
From another class, we use skype to seal down an appointment with e Faci in another class.
all types of questions and situations created by the Faci.
Even hang up our call before we finish talking. HAHA.

rather tiring but kind of interesting. New concept n there r more to go for this module.
Haiz. rather difficult to get grade cos we got no slides or research to talk about.


Monday Bluey...

Monday Bluey...



Classmate says this "Mon is blue color, then how about Tue?"
Well, i hope its purple color. At least not so coldly as Blue.
Anyway Tue is Sales Management, n hopefully tis Faci is not someone who favors e guys loh.
cos still cant figure out from e grade tat he gave mii.
Maybe 2moro i should be more manly? haha

Anyway updates here
* Spent my Sat doing housework and went to Dear de house, Sun work full
* * Done my first ear piercing for my first customer who walk straight into my shop.
(haha. I am so nervous but still act as a professional sia...)
anyway e customer still survives after e 2 bullets. LOL
*** Today Have a horrible day in school cos i did not do well in research n presentation.
(My group only mii 1 girl, so e discussion rate= i ask, they talk)
But still ok, stil able to survive n discuss through. Bt still nt enough, esp when
Faci said "ur team today very quiet hoh" OK! there comes e visualizing of ur grade. HAHA.

E Worst is i haven finish complyin my team members slide n my slide not finished, Faci wanted us to present earlier today n WE R E FIRST TO PRESENT.
N worst of worst, 1 of my team member go causeway, still nt back to class and the slides tat he is charged off is the main part to ans e problem statement for e day.
So... I start to do his work, luckily got Issaz help sia.
N i can feel faci de eyes on mii, as if i haven finish my work on time. HAIZ.
In e end, my own slide got problems as i am not able to defend myself due to unfinished research to support my words.

*** Today have my Theory car test, I FAILED anyway
there goes my time, my money n my rare chance of free evening to sleep at home
Went to take e test myself, really really really feel like goin home.

reached e driving centre 1 hour earlier, e examinater thought i goin for e test sia.
waited outside e room, and noted few of the funny actions done by those who come out after completing their test.

- tis guy simply walk out, turn 1 round, crush his piece of test information paper N there goes
into the dustbin. LOL
- tis girl just drift out of e room to beside her bf seat, n her bf said 'failed ah' LoL. obvious ma.
still joke with her n say so easy still failed ah. in e end e gf don let him hold hands. HAHA.

....
Cling on to myself