Monday, April 13, 2009

Idiot Monday!

Idiot Monday!

I really wan to put blame on some1, but i dono who's at fault now.
should i blame e one who forget to call and tell e human resource manager tat i am coming over? or should i blame e manager at Sakae for not telling mii earlier when i call him before going up to e building? should i blame e one who didnt summit my personal information up?
AND WHO SHALL I BLAME FOR WASTING MY WHOLE AFTERNOON TODAY!!!

I purposely call back to Sakae n Look for e manager, n
felt satisfy for the apology.
I didnt accept ur payment of my fare trip, COS I BLOODY THINK TAT ITS NOT ENOUGH.
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for everyone's information, its e anger inside mii tat rules over mii.
not e damn bus and mrt fare.
I took one hour train to Paya Lebar, go to e wrong side of e bustop n waited.
then go to e right ride of e bustop to wait all over again.
cos of e construction going on there, these two bustops are not facing across the road.
I make e effort to not explode under e sun. n board e bus.
luckily i arrive at e right stop, rather satisfy with tis.
BUT i got lost after alighting. bloody hell, tell mii its at e Irying road.
cant e assitant manager tell mii tat e main building is inside the small road tat
connected to e Irying road.
I am like one stupid fool tat walks up n down tis Irying road to another dono wat road.
n when i call to ask, e manager tell mii tat its all e way insde the small road.
NVM. all my fault la.

N when i finally found e building, n find e damn lift, n saw e receptionist, n saw the damn
human resource manager.
N recive tis stupid n dono wat type of reason after letting mii sit ther to wait for her to
confirm why i am here!!!!!

she said no one informed her, n now interviewing mii is not in her schedule.
go n die la.... all e fire inside mii explode! WITH A SMILE SOMEMORE.
wat she sounds to mii is tat wat she have now is VERY IMPORTANT.
N MIIIIIII! I am only someone, a girl who wasted her afternoo.
damn u damn u. its paya lebar leh, for ur information.
its not ur fault tat u r not informed, but u can at least say some thing more worthy to
calm my emotion at tat moment. u didnt even say something tat sound like apology to mii.
wat am i now huh.
i waited for so long, just for u to confirm n come out n tell mii tat i am not in ur schedule,
n will call again to confirm with mii again.
bloody ass. all these time when i am waiting. cant u interview mii.
i took 2 hours to get to this damn company!

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OK , I AM DONE WITH TIS FOR TODAY.
i am cooling myself.
n through spending money.
for everyone's information, i bought 3 tops n 1 shoe, 3 two pin plug, n cut my hair.
N NEARLY BOUGHT NEAR TO $60 OF HAIR CONDITIONAL N SPRAY.
lucky i stuck myself in e library for e rest of my time.
if not..... haha.
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actually i don really sound so pissed like wat i posted above already.
most impt, i just felt tat i m not treated like wat i should deserve.


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Good, i have 10 min to type tis post,
cos gonna go mop e floor before goin to Paya lebar for e injection
which is needed for my new job (Sakae Sushi).
Needle on my arm! shit... PAIN i can feel now
ok, tat wil be worried by mii later. haha.

well! Just now my new machine arrived with BIG glory! HAHA.
cos its rather big size, and when it take over e place tat my old machine stood,
its rather obvious tat my kitchen is getting smaller. haha.
well, kind of sad tat e old one left with the delivery men.
N I actually forget to "pat" it before it went off. HAIZ!
I think i am too overjoyed by e new one.
N tat is really bad of mii, i can say tat.
mmm. e old 1 is with us more than 10 years le.
Good bye le. N i done something more guilty.
cos i only took photo of e new machine, but didnt take a photo of e old small machine.
i am really really really bad, aren't I!


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Friday, April 10, 2009

preparation for Dear's Birthday feast

(= preparation for Dear's Birthday feast

(10th april)
today is a Fri. not working. went for interview then happen to bump onto my father when
going to buy ingredients for the food.
just rained, n i am rushing home so bad things happen.
i slipped down the grass slope. ok! tats pain n my short n bag dirtied with mud.

now home le. n i am goin to try out cookin with e ingredients.
I am goin to cook Thai food for Dear, rather difficult to find e ingredients.
still lookin for the Basil leave (thai).
All e best to mii. i am goin to try out now.
my butt is pain any way. haha.

>>>>>
finally can sit down to use my lappy.
with my hands glowing red n itchy n hot.
i cant describe how my hands feel now, cos its pain n hot n itchy as a result of scrubbing
too much chilli just now. no matter how i wash my hands, the hot itchiness is still there.
still manage to finish the 3 dishes, with my whole family as guinea pig. HAHA.
SO i conclude my 3 dishes is successful.
i cant type too long. cos my hands are going really warm n pain itchy on my warm laptop.
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tats all for today, with dear going off to Malaysia with JJ to early celebrate his birthday,
i guess i am going to sleep without saying good night to him le.
anyway today have my interview at Sakae sushi
(rather surprise tat i still manage to "get the job")
cos i actually hang up e manager's phone when she called mii when i am sleeping.
still got to go for injection before i can start work. Haiz...
N today got to buy a Washing machine with father.
thank god i am not goin to wash clothes with my hands anymore by tis monday. hahaha.
Plain lazy isnt it. 375 bucks for a samsung washing machine.
n father treat mii eat curry fish head for dinner. really happy cos rarely get to eat with father outside. n only two of us.

tas all for today. my hands are really sizzing hot.

Monday, March 30, 2009

My 'special' Monday

My 'special' Monday

(taken during my 19th birth)

Today is Jordan's birthday, a group of us go visit him at Kun Ming Shan.
Sorry jordan tat we appear to be short of words.
U know its difficult to talk to a photo n imagine its u.
Our birthday wish is sincere n really hope u will be happy up there.

Have dinner with ur dad, left a seat for u too.
Hope u enjoy ur birthday with us.
Every year we will celebrate all of our 'Family's Birthday together, n i am always very happy
to see a big group of us come together.
U will still be with us for our every gathering, we wont forget u.
Today really have a nice dinner with ur dad joining.
U have a very interesting n caring dad. N we know more abt ur childhood moments.
:)
this birthday gathering still have birthday girl peixuan n birthday boy benjamin.
"Its hard to forget e momories"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U"

I really enjoy each gatherings with this group of friends.
all e funny memories from sec to poly n even to our adult hood.
I really appreciate this friendship.
I only know tat i am always laughin when i am with u all.
"THANK YOU ALL"

My usual Sunday

My usual Sunday




My usual sun with unusual people :)
when servin customer, i accidentally saw a familiar face lookin at mii.
haha!!! Its HuiMin (ex classmate) yeah. both of us are surprised to see 1 another.
cos we r workin at e same place, same floor n only till now tat we realize our existence.
Kind of sad, too late to realize her existence at RC workplace. haha.
if not, it will become 1 of my motivation for work yeah!

Today being told tat e pushcart is only for 2 more days, then e contract will be due!
No worries, still have my work at J8.
I wan it to last but at e same time i wanted better jobs with attractive incentives.

Rather sad in e mornin cos customer broke our only mirror tat is for sale,
which cause 49.90. I am supposed to ask her pay, but stupid mii just happens to be soft-heart ed at e wrong moment. I actually think tat askin her to pay so big amt is not a good idea. "she also dint do it on purpose de'
N i actually let her off!!! Haiz... as a result i am bad mood for e whole day.
How m i goin to ans to boss right! n things broken always give mii a moody day.

Haha. but i seems to be happier when HuiMin bring her bf to say hi to mii.
it just makes mii happy :)
Sorry for e look on my face
how can i put it in 1 word? atonished??
haha... well, just surprised :)
not bad, her bf came down to find her for lunch, its a happy sight.

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no 1 understands wats love, n love has no meaning.
I stand there in e middle, lookin at all e couples who work past.
young ones or married ones, holdin hands.
I can actually just stare straight at tis pair of close young couple kissing away infront of mii.
just thinkin hard wat is tis love between them.
when tis bf pay for watever e gf choose from my shop, i smile to e guy thinkin wat is their love. when tis bf just stand at e side takin out his novel to read while letting his gf to finish browsing at e jewelleries, i smiled n thought wat is love.
when tis bf come to buy smt for his gf, n smile happily at e one jewellery tat he chose, i smile too :)
when u r in love, u no need to tell anyone, cos everyone can see from ur face, ur words n ur smile.
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As usual today hurt my finger as usual. as usual missed e train on purpose.
2moro goin to visit jordan with e rest.
when u haven accept e fact tat he is gone, u seems to be happier,
but now everything seems so clear tat i am not visitin him in person, my eyes blurred.

things cant be changed
hurt always recover with pain
broken vase cant be one piece again
lies n betrays left with only scars
today is tomorow, tomorow is another of today

when things cant be forced, just let it be.
when u forced to hang on to it, u still suffers when u have it.
who don wan to live it to e fullest right:)