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ps not now...

ps not now...

its hard to act cool.
but i got to do tat,so as to spare mii all e problems all over again. not now, not now.
i dont need another person to be involved in my life. i am tired. be friends isnt it better. only laugher revolvin.Pardon mii for not carry on being friendly to u. cos being nice is not goin to end up good. so let mii stay cool.
dont blame me, its just de wrong time. just know mii on e surface will do, i wan no one to know more. its enough. stay like tat. its tiring.
love makes one weak! ><"

Peeks through e week

Peeks through e week

Really goin to hit my own record of $200 bucks within 2 weeks.
Hahah!
Karen's birthday went kbox with others, then at night went Arena club.
Met new korean friends at the club, who came here to have their school exchange programme in our
hospitals.

And then comes yam's gatherin,KTV trip with his friends and my friends.
Tis jason brings his past army friends to KTV. funny guys, people go KTV sing, they come here to drink.
n lookin at them drunk. so many 'stupid' things happen. haha...

Anyway there came Jun's clubbin gatherin, with other friends to Em studio.
This time got to see lots of people who love to shuffle.
when people gets more n more, there are so much to see.
New friends, new atmosphere, impressed of jun n others too.

Gt to save my energy for e next comin up activity, the lady's night.
haha....so i am goin to earn money. more more money.
day time work, night time spend. wahha. damn it... so tired...
I wana no time to rest... weeee

Weird world.. weird people... silly me

Weird world.. weird people... silly me

Isnt it funny when girls r fightin over guys, thinkin
of all e strategies to get e guy's attention. n getting other people's partner seems like a
honour thing to do. got to accept e real world. innocent people!? haha.
tell mi tat i would believe tat...
really no mood to entertain those guys who thought i need their entertainment.
it makes mii feel sick.. all e same.

anyway...just let e world turn faster.
i need tat speedy head spinnin again..
cos it makes e world go faster...

got to accept e fact. i am foolish to realise it late
too late... too foolish...
wish i gt e energy to be like u.
wish i gt e heart to be like u.
enjoyin life like never before!

E world is still turnin

E world is still turnin

rem tat time i have high fever in school.
i cant even walk straight...
Iz accompany to busstop to take bus.
on e way out, he say i am so sick,
should ask mii bf come fetch mii, send mii home to rest.
HAHA!
well... one sword through my fragile body.
'oh! we broke up recently'
silence.
luckily my brain is not functionin tat time. if not i am goin to
head towards e toilet.
anyway by e time i reach e clinic, e world is turnin around mii...
haha. i just stare blank at e nurse, n try hard to listen to wat she is saying.

just now my dad talkin to relative on phone.
n yap. relative ask my dad about mii.
my dad is still in e dark, so he say i am attached.
another sword into my heart.

actually i dono y i am typin here. i cant stand myself free now.
every single day i would keep myself busy.
i don mind get sick... if only i can don think.
cos it makes me feel more foolish. i can never bear to hurt anyone.
so i choose to let u hurt me. but not e others... i cant stand it long.
give mii e basic respect will u. spare mii from all these 'slaps' on e face.
i am seriously embarrased...

Badly lost tis battle!

Badly lost tis battle!

so so so long didnt update my blog.
cos everyone is waitin for mii to update on tat.
n maybe ur bet had come through... yeah...
n don need to look at mii tat way.
i admit i lost... n tis time not only lost him,
but also lost myself. lost everything. lost e faith,
lost e face, lost e only confidence i have

yeap.i am wrong after all.
luckily now its holiday time, just only 2 weeks time,
every day in school is torture. cant stand those look.
they feel awkward, i can see e look.
n i still got to put on tat smile...
i look silly, don expect mii to suddenly burst into e toilet.
i am really drained tis time. all those looks, they knew, they saw.
n i got to face all these. face it.
wat u have done to me. RP is so small. everything tat u r doin is watched by others.
n i feel like a fool, waitin for others to explain to mii wat is happenin.

i am wrong. after all...
n i lost. she win. u win. everyone win.

Last year of today

Last year of today (09/08)

National day. memorable.
Not because of e firework.
But because of wat u whisper to my ear.
Know it can never be true. But it still feel warm
when thought of it. There r so many promises tat r
so sweet,and it would stay. ps: with mii

So many things. so many many many things.
People r laughin at mii... i don care.
At least i once make e choice with my heart,
and i am happy to make tat choice.
Who cares e outcome.

Now i realise its one sided thought.

Maybe all e while i think too much of myself.
Now i realise its one sided thought.

Tat fri,have my tuition lesson earlier. Rem u said may or may not go out tat day.
I thought tat if i am goin to go find u after my tuition wouldnt u be happy.
i smiled when i thought of tat. So... Straight away when i boared e train, i called u
to ask whether u r at home nt. 1st call no ans, i thought itz always like tat, u may nt heard it.
2nd call still no ans, think u sleepin. so waited for u to call me back. 15 min later reach gombak station,
called again.no ans.I am so hungry. thought maybe later can meet u for dinner. smile*
when reached tutee doorstep,u called. but goin to start lesson. so didnt pick up.
Haiz. tolerate e whole lesson. gastric pain... still teachin. After tat, i called u again. no ans. as usual, i would call another time. maybe straight away go mrt station find u. waited n waited... didnt call back. so i walk really slowly home. n there i am on e bed, fall asleep. haiz.
I just thought too highly of myself.
I thought i thought u would be happy tat i am goin to find u.
I thought i thought u missed my hug like how i missed ur hug.
I thought i thought if i am goin to hear ur voice before goin for tuition, wouldnt tat be nice. smile*
cos i am really tired, so wanted to hear ur voice.
I thought i thought its all i thought. Never did i realise i am being obsessive.
Compared to my friends,I already have so little time with u. So i make it up, by calling u.
so i am being obsessive. Haiz... When u wan, anything can become a reason.
It hurts, no... more than hurts. Its disappointed. so envy u to say 'it' so smooth, never would
i say tat out like e way u say it... cos i know i cant bring it out, cos i know i loved u
*love'ed'. I know i know i know... u just cant seem to bring out a reason. So i helped u. wont need to explain more. I go... i go... tat moment, i swollowed back wat i realise n off i go... All my fault, i believed too much in us... i thought i thought... i thought...
my fault, didnt realise tat only when u not with ur friends, then i can anyhow call to disturb u.
I realise late... understands more. I am just 'heartache'

The end...


N dont leave any comment anyone

Discuss?

Discuss?

Electives:
Consumer Psychology
Human resource management

Core modules:
Hospitality and Retail Systems I
Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II

Tat will be my final decision by this wed
N i only discuss with friends. Listenin to their advice does helps a little.

Somehow i got to find extra courage to continue moving for this while.
I wanted more concern. i wanted to ...

Arent there times when u know there is a mistake?
N if i am goin to accept the existence of e mistake, will i gain from it?
I dont know.
Got to learn to be more indepence, so tat i will only listen and follow myself.

* today mornin met up with my mates for submission of the FYP
*MM n PY didnt went for class after submission
*N i endure my healthcare lesson tll e lesson end. -.-"
*Lesson ended at 3.15, which is damn early.
Got no where to go, n no fyp today. MM n PY went happy le.
XF sure with her bf.
So for mii, I am very busy entertaining myself here.
Waitin for rain to stop outside.
Waiting for my tuition time to come.
waitin for my mind to clear...
so tat i can store more suggestions.
LOL.

I am goin to pack myself with lots of things.
N there will be one day, i forget wat does lonely means.
:)

zzz. i am goin to fall asleep here. no one around, raining outside.
damn nice weather isnt it. . . got to hang on. ><
still got to face tat curly hair tutee later

FYP submission

FYP submission

2moro gona be my FYP submission date.
Really really really appreciated e help from my team.
We are so goin to love each other. ><"
Fri meet till after near to 1am.
Sat meet from mornin to sun morning.... (ton over night)
We are so "going to love FYP"!!!
Anyway 2day is e last day for FYP before we burn e CD for our work.
And we are going to meet again later.
Really gona have a big thanks to christ.
I am really gono sink if we had not met him.
Anyway wat we have done this mornin really scared him out of his guts sia.
haha... "We do look like crazy fans!" haha...
Who will be so happening and nice, work till so late and willin to help us without chasing us away.
zzz...
thinkin of pon school 2moro. i really need some good thought and rest...
FYP suxs... but i am lucky to have u all.

Decision making time

Decided on my core modules for my 2nd semester
1- Hospitality and Retail Systems I
2- Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II


but for my electives i really dono which to take.
Below are the choices which i am interested in. but i know i must choose wisely. but whos there to talk with me?

-event management
-consumer psychology
-Hospitality and Tourism Management
-Retail Management
-Entrepreneurship
-Human Resource Management

I think i am choosing human resource management and consumer phychology. OK. i am still not sure yet.

Loves for e day

*Loves for e day

Nothin can be better

Nothin can be better

1) I lost my bag last month

2) My laptop blue screen when i am having my logistic UT

3) Really scribble on my logistic UT last min on paper

4) Got to go Acer face their stupid explanation again

5) Got to bear with the school laptop (which hang often)

6) FYP presentation date is goin to DUE SOON1!!

Changed for the better

1) Police found my bag, still got everything other than HP, usable cards, MP3, cash.

2) I am going to squeeze Acer tomoro- money sucker

3) bought a new hp... (W595) my first pinkie phone :)

4) I found additional job as tutor. tat means $$$. haha

5) I have e best FYP mates who are friends :)

***************

2day don have fyp, its so rare. n e first person i contact

is dear. i wan to spend time with him. even if its just get to hug him.

Getting busier n busier with works and fyp and schooling.

lesser n lesser time spend together

ANYWAY

treat myself better. i got all e time today after school to myself.

2moro i going to Acer early, if not cant make it for FYP

see my 'beloved' Advisor

Quotes for e day

Quotes for e day

美国心理学家詹姆斯认为：人并不是因为愁了才哭、
生气了才吵、怕了才发抖，恰恰相反，
人是因为哭了才愁、因为吵了才生气、
因为发抖了才害怕。

A pair of flip flop makes my day

A pair of flip flop makes my day


Today- another Friday.
Good news
No FYP!!! >.<
Brother bought mii a pair of flip flop. *loves
Actually I thought my bro had grow up a lot these years.
Esp he is now willing to contribute to e family.
I only mention to him tat my sandals spoiling le. only yesterday night.
N today he really send mii e available colors for e flip floor to me.
N he rem my shoe size. isn't it lovely.
Anyway, i am paying for it hoh. ><
haha...
but credit first la. 2moro get pay then can pay him. haha..
*****
P.S Enjoyin myself; treat myself better >.<

Really Appreciated

Really Appreciated



Now still in school, think everyone went home le.
we r still struggling with our FYP.
everyday stay till so late in school.
So hungry...
But without Chris help, i don think we can even went home for dinner.
Appreciated :)
got to treat him someday.
A big one... i don mind.
Super nice of him
How late we stay, he also stay with us...
though often complain, but we knw he is jk with us.
He also have FYP de. but he rush his out and then help us.
If not for him, i am really givin up.
Really give up.
Thanks Chris
>.<
****

FYP deadline is coming. really soon.

Tats when comic strips comes into my Poly life

Tats when comic strips comes into my Poly life

Thanks to my dear dear
my days in class is more meaningful.
in order to fight against the boringness tat school is providing.
I choose to enjoy my NANA comic strips.
Isnt Nana beautiful!!!
haha... Nice comic to read.
L.o.v.e.s.z.z.z

****


Anyway
Updates on H1N1 in school.
Principle trying to psycho us tat closing RP is useless...
n face e fact, there is no intention of closing RP like wt other schools r doing.
so lets all come to school.
At most, everyone wear mask for lesson loh
>.<
With an absence 'X' and not a LOA.
*****

`****
today temp taking is taken seriously,
cos year 1 came back to school.
N mine don have battery,
thought tis time can bluff e faci over too.
but didnt manage, in e end i borrow Jasmine de thermometer.
(if not i need to go buy leh!!!)
**
anyway yesterday we r informed tat everyone should leave school by 4.30.
think is to avoid crowd in school.
ok. tats kind of useless.
!!!
Cos where r we goin to do our FYP....
We need lots of plucks for our laptop leh
>.<
******

Another idiot day

Another idiot day



Today have my Marketing.
N with e stress tat e faci gave mii from e previous lessons.
today i still failed to meet her expectation.
I present useless slide again,
n didnt link my slides back to e problem statement.
Haiz...
******
with e increasing cases of H1N1 in school, today our class
only have 3 teams out of 5.
school is getting boring,
and worried of H1N1 every day...
work is getting me madness and worries.
Tis stupid school is really trying to play with our life...
*****
No comment. today suxs.
n best of all. i am stayin back in school 4 fyp again!!!

Lust for tis HP

Lust for tis HP

Nokia N97
Isn't it a pretty
Falling love with it....
(*over 1000)
Ok! i know wat u r thinking.
back to reality.
tis is e phone i am goin to buy
(*near 300)
>>>

Taking e red with black base!!!
....
Anyway i haven go buy... just u know
analysing. haha.

Got a feeling, i am goin to buy phone with father tis time too.
He is always there for mii... :)
From e first phone till now...
*****

Wats wrong

Wats wrong



People also going school, i also going school.
N wat did i learn sia.
Now struggling with FYP.
so tired n sleepy.
2moro still got work.
my weekend will be so much "fun"
busy interacting with customers.
Now i am still doing coding. haiz...
how i wish there is someone who can just stay beside me
patiently to help mii with my coding.
I really feel like crying. How i wish tat person is u.
Help mii patiently
*****

Upset

Upset



I got really upset with marketing faci.
how can she follow e system blindly de.
Just because i didnt submit my quiz?
= grade affected....
really upset with her.
N i really regretted getting up with mens cramp late at around 1am,
just to do her rj before getting back to sleep...
super regret
Life is getting more n more 'interesting'
haha!!!

********
Example of the brick wall

Is there a brick wall in your way?
Fine, that happens. But you have a choice.
You can walk away from the wall. You can go over the wall.
You can go under the wall.
You can go around the wall. You can also obliterate the wall.
The choice is in my hand.

(*wish i can do this... always stay positive. cant i just see things in e bright side)
somehow i don dare to see e bright side. once u get to see e darkness,
u don dare to enjoy e daylight.
Encouragement to myself...
Be strong... i am goin to survive to see my 2moro

Special Thursday

Special Thursday

Today went to causeway with Dear
Bought his DVD
Then decided to have lunch there too.
Searching from the basement to fourth level, in e end back to level one.
WE HAVE PIZZAS
haha! Dear treat mii tis meal.
*(chu know owe u a lot of meals le, next time got money treat u bah.haha)
So haven eat i am already very satisfied le.
Ok! when we are looking through e menu, we are already very hungry le.
so we ordered tis 1-for-1 pizzas.
1 big BBQ cheese chicken which comes with 1 medium pizza.
When it arrived, it really seem so big. E menu seem so misleading.
So....
I manage to get 2 big pieces n 2 medium ones into my stomach.
While for e rest... of cos goes to my beloved dear.
haha... n i am e one complaining that e pizzas is taking so long with mii starving down there.

After finishing our super filling dinner.
Really no energy to shop.
Bought 1 bubble tea drink then went dear home le.
N fall dead asleep with dear mumbling beside mii...
ok. i am subconscious only k. still listening, just not answering.
i am so sleepy then, n now i am so wide awake but dear go sleep 1 hour earlier le.
haha...
I wish tat we are like handphones, at night fully charged then whole day can be
full of energy.
like tat i can spend more time with dear le.

*******

Wats e worst thing

Change e worst

*Simply love tis folder from u. Its not empty,there is a reason why u smile (:

E worst thing is when u r not suppose to feel lonely,
but yet there is sense of loneliness.
E worst thing is when wide awake, but u feel so tired.
When u r suppose to be happy, but somehow cant find e reason
to be happy.
Somehow when u r suppose to do well in daily module, u didnt get e
grade u want.
Somehow when u really need someone there, u cant find anyone.
When u r so hungry, u just cant get e food into ur stomach. haha.
cos u don feel like eating when e food is in front of u.
somehow u just can see or feel e same as u should have.
When u really wanted to be nice towards parents, e words comin out from e
mouth just don seem right.
Parents are e only ones who stands right beside me. isnt it.
love those who love u so much.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

*E story begins

*E story continues...
with lots of love n love

The reality

The reality

*Being loved is wat keep mii going on

Yesterday talked online with a senior who graduated from RP.
He told mii a lot of the study life in RP, and the world out there is much more worst than
wat we r facin in school.
He let mii understand tat in order to survive, u got to show to the Faci how much u worth.
No matter how much effort u put in in class, but if u get poor grades for the UTs(exam),
u still wont get the "nice treatments" from the Facis.
He told mii tis "If u r e boss of the company, u prefer someone who can bring in sales to the
company or someone who always work till so hard but brings nothing to the company"

Now is my third year in RP, n i began to see so many stuffs which i had not wanted to believe they actually existed. Everyday be ready on your guard, be sure that the Faci know tat
u are doing work. If not even when team members gona backstab u,
u also got no idea why ur grade for e day is so lousy.
Other people can act one face infront of faci, another face with u. But who care,
tis is e reality, the Faci wont care so much about your "backend"effort. All she want
to see if whether e problem of the day is being solved not. Isnt tis e reality.
In e workforce, e boss wouldnt be interested whether how much nights u have spent in company just to finish the proposal. All he is interested is how much profit does ur proposal brings to ur company.

I got tis comment for the day for one of my module.
" To do well, your final output is just as important as your effort."
So my effort is there, but just because i presented my solution wrongly, wat i deserved from my effort for e day is flushed down the drain.

I have always believed that be good to others, u will get e same treatment back.
but after e conversation with my senior, i got to believe tat there r still people out there who
step on u in order to climb higher.
I cant bear to do tat, but for now i should always remind myself to beware of my back.
who knows right. e one who seems to work with u so fine, may be e one who backstab u.
its hard to let myself enjoy going school anymore.
i seem like going to battle. haha.
But its always good tat i have so many nice friends in school who can share my troubles with them. there are so many nice friends around mii...
tats how i survive through. :)

IT advance

IT advance



Did i mention tat my desktop spoiled?
so tat means my brother is sharing my laptop.
n my cousin will be using my laptop during weekend when he is coming over.
N now more interesting, as if 3 people sharing e laptop is not enough.
My parents also join in e 'Fun'.

Have webcam videoing with relatives from China. First my father sit there in front of my laptop for hours. i waited fall asleep. then i am woken up by my mom's super loud voice.
n realize its already 10 plus. N e relatives from e other side keep taking turns to talk to my parents.
But really cant comment on tat cos my mom haven seen them for many years.
N from her tone of voice. YEs! we all know she is overjoyed to see their faces.
So there goes e "u look thin, u look fatter, we all grow old" type of conversations.
N i fall asleep again.
I wanted to tell my mum to chat another time cos i haven done 2 RJs including evaluation n quize. But i cant bare to do tat, cos its really rare for mum to see this group of relatives as they migrate to another part of china for business for quite few years.
So i waited n finally able to get my laptop back around 11 plus.
N i really panicked, but still manage to finish both RJs on time n evaluations.
Pwwww..
haha. yes!!!

N to remind myself, i heard my mom mention something about continuing using e webcam conversation 2moro with e relatives again. *faint* HAHA

Flowers

Flowers

there are 2 types of flowers,
one survive in e wild, most friends thought i am able to survive on my own.
Independent, able to take care of myself.

Another type of flower which is being taken care off.
So everyday there will be watering n often trimming of the leaves.
People thought extra care should be given to u as u wont be able to take care of yourself.
U deserve to be treated with more care as u worth a lot of money and time.

Its just tat u dint met e chance
to been brought home by someone to take care of?
Is it because not worth e time, cos its just a flower from e wild.
No money is spent on buying, thus no mention about e time to spent on taking care of.

Even though u are being brought into e home, but e owner somehow still thought u r a wild
flower thus u will be able to survive well without his extra care.
N there u are, near to the window yearnin for e rain n sunshine outside.

so which type are u? hahah

Interesting Lesson

Interesting Lesson

Today we are having sales marketing.
No presentation slides to work on.
We used Skype to make cold calling with between the class n our group.
From another class, we use skype to seal down an appointment with e Faci in another class.
all types of questions and situations created by the Faci.
Even hang up our call before we finish talking. HAHA.

rather tiring but kind of interesting. New concept n there r more to go for this module.
Haiz. rather difficult to get grade cos we got no slides or research to talk about.

Monday Bluey...

Monday Bluey...



Classmate says this "Mon is blue color, then how about Tue?"
Well, i hope its purple color. At least not so coldly as Blue.
Anyway Tue is Sales Management, n hopefully tis Faci is not someone who favors e guys loh.
cos still cant figure out from e grade tat he gave mii.
Maybe 2moro i should be more manly? haha

Anyway updates here
* Spent my Sat doing housework and went to Dear de house, Sun work full
* * Done my first ear piercing for my first customer who walk straight into my shop.
(haha. I am so nervous but still act as a professional sia...)
anyway e customer still survives after e 2 bullets. LOL
*** Today Have a horrible day in school cos i did not do well in research n presentation.
(My group only mii 1 girl, so e discussion rate= i ask, they talk)
But still ok, stil able to survive n discuss through. Bt still nt enough, esp when
Faci said "ur team today very quiet hoh" OK! there comes e visualizing of ur grade. HAHA.

E Worst is i haven finish complyin my team members slide n my slide not finished, Faci wanted us to present earlier today n WE R E FIRST TO PRESENT.
N worst of worst, 1 of my team member go causeway, still nt back to class and the slides tat he is charged off is the main part to ans e problem statement for e day.
So... I start to do his work, luckily got Issaz help sia.
N i can feel faci de eyes on mii, as if i haven finish my work on time. HAIZ.
In e end, my own slide got problems as i am not able to defend myself due to unfinished research to support my words.

*** Today have my Theory car test, I FAILED anyway
there goes my time, my money n my rare chance of free evening to sleep at home
Went to take e test myself, really really really feel like goin home.

reached e driving centre 1 hour earlier, e examinater thought i goin for e test sia.
waited outside e room, and noted few of the funny actions done by those who come out after completing their test.

- tis guy simply walk out, turn 1 round, crush his piece of test information paper N there goes
into the dustbin. LOL
- tis girl just drift out of e room to beside her bf seat, n her bf said 'failed ah' LoL. obvious ma.
still joke with her n say so easy still failed ah. in e end e gf don let him hold hands. HAHA.

....
Cling on to myself

There goes my new Job

There goes my new Job

** can see mii? haha... tats taken during e Pula Ubin trip last year
totally random photo k.

updates on e Sakae Job yeah.
Rem in my previous post, i mentioned about my interview tis Wed?
In e end phone e Jess (HR) manager told her tat i am too stuck with school project.
N i am really surprised cos she actually didnt talk to mii in harsh tone or watever.
isnt tat nice of her :)
Anyway back to e topic, i lost tis job. Because gt to contribute to FYP.
now only got one day available during weekend to work.
HAHA. who interested wan to give mii allowance?
i can help u do housework. haha...

Anyway lets faced e front n walk straight...
Stay on to my old job, n EARN BIG MONEY!!! hehe :)

More impt thing come first, tis comin Mon going to have my basic theory car test.
N i actually forget abt tis. so don ask mii how much have i prepared k. hehe.
Jia You. :) anyway don ask mii y i decided to take e car test. esp when i mentioned
before tat get a husband to drive can le. HAHA.
Will update on my result bah. or maybe not. tat does depend on whether i pass not.
hehe

LEARNING TO BE INDEPENDENT ><

Updates

Updates

** tis photo taken during first Year Sem 1, memories ah

Today's module really impressed mii, cos my Faci know so much about e module.
She got so much of personal knowledge n experience in the Health care organizations.
She feeds us with so much extra knowledge, n i found myself most of time nodding my head. HAHA.

From wat e Faci told us, today will be more theory work as we will be introduced to SG de healthcare groups, the organizations, patient process in hospitals, healthcare services tat is available and the IT system tat is used in Health Care Sectors.
Amazing about how the expanding speed of Health Care Sector in Singapore is.
N we are also been introduced into the business systems which is used in Hospitals.
Haiz! "So looking forward" HAHA.
Life ahead wont be easy as there will be alot of hands on rather than theory.
Faci already remind us to be prepared tat there wont be time for break anymore.
tat doesnt sound appealing at all. isnt it!!!

yesterday have Manufacturing N Logistic System, so much things to learn. Just like all e other days module. Totally New n i am busy digesting.
Hope one day i will say this loud
"Oh! tis is so delicious" !!! HAHA

Actually tired is one case, but i feel happy somehow.
Maybe tats how challenges change a person, u feel tat everyday is so busy.

Updates & more updates

First Weekend



school started for a week, n i am wordless to describe how i look forward to tis weekend.
i am exhausted. hhaha. but actually only gt Sat to recharge,
n Sun will be working for whole day.
Busy with lessons everyday, really! Never have i feel so "Happy"!
cos i really stuffed alot of information to my brain for each day.
All e facis' for each of my module are demanding, they except more from us esp now we are in Year 3. Be always prepared for bullets from both Faci and your classmates.
ITS SO CHALLENGING!!! zzz
n where does all those "nice nice" type of Faci went to?

Stop thinking tat be a good student, pay attention in class, participate in discussion with team members/class, present your slides well will be enough!
cos everyone is doing tat well, more than enough. N u can see how competitive each day is.
Everyday u learn ways to impress your Faci with deep research and extra understanding.

• With e new school system, school days are so challenging, cos everyone rushing for break. ** Think e food haven reach the stomach, we already in class doing our research.
• FYP flu is all around, after lesson meet the FYP mates for FYP discussion.
  
• With our eyes all half close, we struggle through e discussion. HAHA

with our big ambition to do well for FYP, we started to panic since e first day of schoool.
haha. Arent we so kio su? almost everyday stay back after school.
"We simply love one another"
everyone is so good, so competitive, to be outstanding u got to have something extra to prove
to the Faci. Jia you yeah to mii!!!

SMILE (:
I love my self

FYP MADNESS

FYP MADNESS


Three gals team today. In order to treat her three FYP lovers for kbox,
our dear MeiMiao forsake her responsibility to join us for our extremly depressed FYP discussion, super love her luhh!!!
but today without her no much songs to sing.
Discussed abit on our specs and we have to wait for the supervisor
to go through before twe can proceed on with our ERD.

*** this post is being shared by the 3 gals team for the day. HAHA

***Thanks XueFang de BF for drivin mii home today. haha

豁然开朗

豁然开朗

*（simply fall in love with chinese all over again, just finish reading tis book today n quotes these sentences from e books） n it is killing mii to type in chinese. nearly smashed e laptop cos cant find e correct word. haha. Enjoy understanding.

人生只不过是一场带着行李的旅行， 我们只能不断地向前走，并且沿途抛弃沉重的包袱。 《德川家康 》

假如别人指责你，是对的，那你没有资格生气； 假如别人指责你，是不对的， 那你又何必生气呢？因为是他错！ 《西谚》

当命运递给我们酸溜溜的柠檬， 加点糖吧！试着把它变成柠檬汁。

不为失去的而悲， 而为拥有的而喜。 你可以说， 这是逆向思考， 也可以说这是转念。

我们的迷失就在于- 总想等一切的问题都解决， 所有的美梦都实现， 以及那张欲望的单子都填满， 却不懂得享受手中已有的幸福。

Love to see ur smile

Love to see ur smile

Lets forget about my previous post.
lets talk abt smt happier k.
yesterday is my dear's birthday.
have a surprise for him at his house.
went to market to but food ingredients and go everywhere to find e basil leaves for
1 of my dish. haiz. really e most difficult thing. cos my 2 hands are going to drop very soon.
with the cake n ingredients for 3 dishes. n my own bag. all i thought of is to walk faster
so i can see my dear earlier.

when reached dear's house, he is still sleeping.
so i went on to peel e prawn skins. n my hand is trembling.
haha. i think is cos of my hands going numb just now.
so i took quite a while to peel finish.
anyway i told auntie tat dear's listening very good one, he sure knows tat i am outside.
especially when he didnt even call/msg mii to ask my location.
n he really knew i am in his house already, but act dono n stay in room. LOL

*(dishes tat i cooked for dear, all thai food cos dear love it)



Sticky rice balls
(inside is sweet with brown sugar, outside tasted like pandan)

Garlic shrimp stir fry

(sweeten with lemon)

Moo Kraprow (pork with Thai Basil)
with lots of chilli n garlic
(dear says not up to e standard of real Moo Kraprow)
cook rather too much, cos tis e main dish tat i dear love alot n thought maybe he wont
have enough. haha. then buy too much in e end.

My 3 dishes lay on e table
(e best thing tat i love in cooking is when i saw tat all e food on e plate is finished)

Next coming up is e strawberry cake. Yummy. haha

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After resting in e room, we went to city hall to buy a effector which is my present for Dear.
but i know if i buy i sure by wrong, cos i know nothin about musical intruments.
but too bad when we went there, e shop already closed, cos its Sun, they closed around 2 plus.
haiz...
Nvm. we change plan, have our dinner at e nearby foodcourt.
then we go watch our most interesting movie.
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really very nice n interestin movie. haha. laugh all e way.
its really good tat dear's birthday ended with a nice movie n he is happy.

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after e movie, its already over 11.30. n e building is closed, so we make another way
to e mrt station. n went e wrong side, luckily dear know e way to bring us back n just in time for
e 2 min last train. HAHA.
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a very enjoyable day with dear. really.
happy birthday again. :)